music hello how are you, been a while since i spoke to you, you been good, i see you moved on since the last time we spoke, back then it was missy elliot u wanna blow, no wi see they got soulja's , joes, and plenty new hoes, funny how quick things change u know, since then i grew up a bit, but still feel like an insecure kid, so i thought i pay yolu a visit, maybe u could get me confident, i spoke my pain to u all the time, dont knwo how u lasted hearing my mind, we shouldnt have gone our seperate ways, my fault- but we can start jammin again in these new days, the new music, new sound, i will my best and maybe i can make u proud, maybe we will work together and shine, finally make this relationship intertwine, associate myself by calling myself music, and music, u will be known my by name, people will recognise how good we sound together, be top gun in the game, i remember the songs i wrote, about tears, pain, no-love, all at 12 years old, fuck me, i never realised how fucked up i was, and then i found u and in u i put my trust, those words i wrote to u i only ever spoke, like a secret, i spoke it to u as a code, this meant that and that meant this, and to this day no1s ever known that shh, cant believe 8 years on, im still broke, broke in the heart, and i still have false hope, still as predictable as ever and givin up at the first hurdle, still keep my head down and in life i struggle, still my family shit on me, and now they've started leanin on me, givin them nearly my every penny, and still they fail to respect me, what do i do music, past couple years i started to loose it, got kicked outa 2 colleges, lied to get to uni, came back after a week cus wasnt accepted by the community, all my happyness lies with u music, so how the fuck do we do this,

loosin my self confidence, loosin my belief, loosin everything that would help me achieve, success, now im stressed, i didnt wanna fail, never meant to fail, i guess some people in life are just going to fail, thats me, right there, the girl with black hair, head right down, sayini dont give a care, but stare into my eyes, cus see they aint dry, im breakin down inside, fear in my mind, cus i dont wanna end up on the estates, i dont want my kids to have no food on their plates, but i got nothin i can do, nothin to save me now, relieve myself through my words, but they cant help me now, i fucked up and i dont know how, i stayed away from fights and rows, i went to learn, to get an education, but people stared at me like i was a freak in the makin, cus i would baste myself with sick, urinate on the side of the street, cu si wear a karaa on my wrist u dont wanna let me breathe, i was me, and being me, got me feelin weak, every stare like a fist to the gut, and the self confidence i built is fucked,

I don’t need tassles, or hundreds in tips, To get any man saluting me with his dick, Shawty im what you call a lady, Quality, you’re a hoe, quantity , I don’t need to graze my knees for a trip to paris, A lick of my lips, and mind tricks, gets me flyin first class to the city The only thing your men say to you is let me fuck that pussy, Mine cant get enough of tellin me they love me, You’re a new breed so don’t act cocky in the game, Im a certified GD, professional is stamped by my name,

moving to london soon, and hoping to start on some projects, including helping artists develop, give ideas, and help them get a career... get in contact if want to hook up!

all i ever wanted to do was get closer, but all you ever did was push me further, away, karma comes, todays the day, i found another so pack your bags, be on your way, didnt i tell ya you'd regret every curse spoke, too good for the world-but now the drama just old, he treat me good, i treat him good, i tell him stuff, that to you i never would dont react to my words now, its a little to late, try pretend your hurt, i aint afraid to leave you in such a state you left me in a para, all i ever did was fret, but he, he makes me forget, he dont fuck with my mind, he tells me what he feels inside, he aint wrong and you wasnt right. thought it best to tell you before u find your sleepin alone, thought it best to give you time to find your own home, be gone