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Story behind the song
Originally wrote this in 1996. Messed around with it some more in 2000 - Here it is, now...
	
Lyrics
I don't know where I'm heading 
I don't know how I feel 
Don't know if it's showing 
I don't know if it's real 
I don't know where you're heading 
I don't know how you feel 
Don't know if you hate me 
I couldn't blame you if it's real 
(Original Lyrics 1996) 
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What do you see in you and me? 
I'm the only one who caused us pain 
I love you with all my heart but baby, I believe it's time to part 
I don't know why I lied sometimes 
I don't know why I'm steel 
I don't know if I want you 
I don't know how I feel 
(Lyrics added in 2000) 
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This permanent dream has no stage 
This derelict heart resilient to change 
This indefinite, lonesome inferior train 
This undecided heartache and pain 
It's just a dream, but I wake up all alone without you... 
Without you, I don't know who I am! 
(Lyrics added in 2007 and 2008) 
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Matt Schmiesing