When I was originally writing this film score I wanted to do it as dark as I could. So I searched the internet for any devil worship possession words/chants etc in the early hours of one morning. And while writing it I felt such a darkness around me like I was suffocating, feeling something was really not right, and could not remember some of the parts I had written, just that it was finished three hours later, and gradually became very ill over the next couple of days like I was burning up and had to go to hospital. After being there about 4hrs being examined, the doctor came back to me and said I had very strange symptoms having such an unaturally high temperature and should have attended the hospital straight away as it was quite serious, however, there was also no evidence of a fever from the blood tests which really puzzled him and wanted to keep me in for the night I agreed as I felt quite bad. But after about 30mins after speaking to him all of a sudden felt fine and asked the nurse if I could see him as I just wanted to go home. He came back about 1hr later and was suprised as it was normal but wanted to refer me to a specialist in viral/bacterial infections. I said that I felt fine but exhausted and wanted to discharge myself and just go home. He said he could not stop me, but would really like me to see the specialist to do further tests as he had never come across symptoms like that before especially the fact that my temperature decressed so rapidly and it may just be a remission. I just said no thanks and went home. It never came back?
