Lyrics
Sometimes when i sleep, I be burnin' in pain/
I get confused and believe I'm turnin' insane/
I swerve in da lane, cuz I think I'm turnin' crazy/
All of ma own friends includin' ma girlfriend hates me/
Why even try, better stop so ah can get high/
Livin' life is a lie, there ain't nuttin' straight ta rely/
It's all dismantlin', Everything is below average/
Everybody out ta get me, I dont' think I can handle it/
I don't give it a fuck, It makes me wanna bust/
Cuz i be givin' it up, I ain't livn' enough/
Why does life itself have to be so do or die/
Pick a fuckin' glock ta ma dome and then commit suicide/
Put a bullet in me, and then watch me faint/
David this, david that, man everybody's got complaints/
You ain't a good child, You ain't a good boyfriend/
You prolly grow up to be out seekin' unemployment
You talk about this, and you talk about that/
Why the fuck are you doing this shit that you call rap/
You're better off dead, just go ahead and die/
You won't get a real job, how da fuck you gonna provide/
You're so possessive, you tryin' ta always surround me/
That's the main reason that I don't want ya ass around me/
Nobody will miss you, nobody will get tissues/
Man you got issues, Why da hell am I with this dude/
Well you know wha, for all the complaints that y'all got/
one day i'm gonna say fuck it, and then I'm gonan drop/
I'm tired of this shit, fuck parents and fuck girls/
Fuck me, fuck you and fuck everything and fuck da world/
I used ta be one of em cats that used ta believe in life/
Believed in' stayin' with my girl, becoming husband and wife/
Believed in no strife, believed that things could be nice/
But now when I think about life, I think about da edge of a knife/
Who wants to live life more, I don't wanna open da door/
everybody's against me, wtf is there ta live for/
I used ta play sports, I used to have support/
I used ta have a core, but now my soul's at war/
I ain't gonna grow up ta be successful or wealthy/
I'm beyond salvation, so fuck tryin' ta help me/
so fuck ya pity, and twice and fuck ya own city/
and fuck everythin' in da world, even ma girl's gonna get me/
I don't understand it, I just wanna say "damnit"/
why the hell did god put me on this godforsaken planet/
I used ta be one of em teens, that had the dreams/
but now my face is turnin' green, i got no self esteem/
My life is fulla haters and the light gets fader/
All ah can do is stare at my tub and ma shavin' razor/
It's so easy to attack, and turn my world black/
Cuz there ain't nobody in this world that would eva want me back/
Since day one, I've been shunned and I've been tryin' ta run/
Fuck my entire life, all of my future is done/
I'm tired of this shit, fuck parents and fuck girls/
Fuck me, fuck you and fuck everything and fuck da world/
quick grab the pen, I'm going too slow/
Now, quick grab the paper, write a suicide note/
Nobody will miss me, shit when I'm gone/
Layin' down in a ditch at the break of dawn/
Nobody will ever remember shit about me/
In fact when I'm gone, the world's a better place without me/
So dear family, and oh dear girlfriend/
Y'all will never have to eva see my ass again/
I'm sorry for da shit I did, but you know what else/
Y'all dont' even hafta hate me, cuz I hate myself/
The world really don't need somebody so damn useless/
I should burn all of myself including my rap music/
Put in da magazine, reload da millimeter/
Heartbeat gets weaker, I'm gonna see da Reaper/
I'm going through with it, tired of da bullshit/
Armed with a full clip, I aim and bite da bullet/
It's so easy to attack, and turn my world black/
Cuz there ain't nobody in this world that would eva want me back/
Since day one, I've been shunned and I've been tryin' ta run/
Fuck my entire life, all of my future is done/
Put in da magazine, reload da millimeter/
Heartbeat gets weaker, I'm gonna see da Reaper/
I'm going through with it, tired of da bullshit/
Armed with a full clip
