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Suicide Pact (One Of Us Has To Die)
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Progressive / electronic / rock / rap Whatever I feel is right
The Trying. A name representing something we must constantly be doing in our lives. This is the epitome of myself. This is my space without restrictions. The personal/political - inseparably wound.
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Metal • Industrial Metal
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#129 in subgenre Peak #6
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Peak #69
Author
Chris Kaetzel
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September 07, 2013
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MP3 4.8 MB • 112 kbps • 5:57
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You think you need me, but you don't Rethink every thing good about me I am an infant and you are my tantrum There's no reason for this to continue Don't let me pull you down to my level I am a well and you are my last wish If you love something let it go Can you find a way that doesn't include me? That way I can beg for what I already don't deserve I am the nightmare you shouldn't chase The wound will consume our union Our union has consumed our choices I am the fall pushing us to freedom Now look at what it’s come to The way my child failed The way I failed my child The way I failed you My inaction tearing us down the way it makes itself known The way I can’t look you in the eye The way I have to disassociate to keep going Pretend I’m not me, no identity is better than my own When I return home, I want to leave I’m making my own light to walk toward I am only nothing where I exist One of us has to die One of us has to die One of us has to die One of us has to die You’re witnessing the beginning of the end of a life You’re witnessing a suicide pact tonight You’re witnessing the beginning of the end of a life You’re witnessing a suicide pact tonight I know I have to die If I ever hope to be alive Bonded only by a desire to end it all, to stretch the idea of selfishness to as far as it will go My demons have outgrown me, from infant to something competent Keeping my mind full of hopes and dreams that would only ever derail me from reaching them I can’t find the line where sympathy and accountability meet. I’m in a dark region between where the scent of self loathing emanates off the fallen corpses of everyone I ever pretended to be or wanted to be My only chance to make it out of this place is to crucify myself for my own sins and be resurrected to a brighter place Until then, I continue to crawl on, knowing that I am an unsustainable process and eventually my resources, made of delusions and lethargy, will run dry, turning me into nothing but the result of involuntary muscle spasms Either way, I won’t let that happen So here it is, the end (center only) Tonight, I kill the part of me that weighs me down, or the other way around You’re witnessing the beginning of the end of a life You’re witnessing a suicide pact tonight One of us has to die
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