Lyrics
one day i woke up, to find that shit spoke up,
heard the most harshest pain a teen can ever feel,
thinken whether it was a dream or fo real,
life started to steal from death, i took a breath
my brother started to gently woke me up,
it was eight am i didn't wanna bee up,
but my bro broke the worse news to me,
hearing the words death in the family,
even though this shit seemed new to me,
i was in no tears wanting to know the details,
asking how ya feel, when this world is so real,
i was in so much fear, why did it happen this year?
all the pain i felt from my momz death,
started to distort all my healthy breath,
shit swuarvin in my head wishen i was dead,
then i just came up and said.. uh
i'm in so much pain now,
shit i can't maintain now,
please stop all this pain now,
SO MUCH PAIN IN MY FUCKEN BRAIN
so much in my brain now,
i might go in sane now,
please stop all this pain now,
so much pain i can never maintain!
now i'm packed, ready to head up to c-t,
travelin from day to night passing many cities,
everytime we'd pass by a street light,
my mind couldn't feed right, through the night,
i felt like i fell too steep, got no sleep,
i was so dramatized i couldn't even welp,
throat tighting, thats why didn't eat for hours,
i couldn't eat for a full twenty-four hours,
finally were in c.t, now i'm ready to ask questions,
instead i got many giving me selections,
on what should i do, this and that for you,
at this moment, life.. i just wanted to hold it,
tragically my mom passed away monday morning,
i'm just learning, august 20th 2001,
she had three grown up sons,
now i just stayed to rehearse my lines...
i'm in so much pain now,
shit i can't maintain now,
please stop all this pain now,
SO MUCH PAIN IN MY FUCKEN BRAIN
so much in my brain now,
i might go in sane now,
please stop all this pain now,
so much pain i can never maintain!
tell me why! we got to live this way,
tell me why! we got to die this way,
tell me why! it had to be this day,
tell me why! the funeral was today!
shaved my head to show love for my mama,
saying my last words to ya, i love you ma,
now i'm sharing the sorrow with the family,
elders telling me the death was suppose to be,
but now i'm madd and feel more than sadd,
for all this pain, i might go insane,
you can't see me achieve in life, (damn)
you can't meet a girl i may one day call a wife,
one moment of silence....
let me say one more thing...
ma i wished that you never been deseased,
but for now bee4 i see you.. Rest In Peace
i'm in so much pain now,
shit i can't maintain now,
please stop all this pain now,
SO MUCH PAIN IN MY FUCKEN BRAIN
so much in my brain now,
i might go in sane now,
please stop all this pain now,
so much pain i can ever maintain!
