Defines description. Describes defiance. Defies definition.
Hi. My name is Adrian!
Story behind the song
This is one of the few songs that I've ever originally written for somebody specific. Of course, the girl this was written about and I broke up a long time ago now so I suppose the song has taken a more broader meaning. The "clown review" refers to the ludicrousness of everyday life. I just got to thinking about how sometimes it seems like your entire day is just spent being judged on how much of a fool or clown you are, and you have to play that part just to get through it, just so at the end of the day you can finally be with the one(s) you love. It's kind of a sweet little love song. For the production I really wanted to capture something somewhat melancholy yet hopeful, kind of like a kid who picks flowers or whistles on an overcast day just to cheer himself up. The strings were played by a local Sacramento group called the Default Trio and the bass was done by Larry Tagg. I play all the rest of the instruments. I was kind of going for a Pet Sounds/Sgt. Pepper kind of vibe with this one, but I think it ended up with it's own unique sort of quality.
Lyrics
Down at the Clown Review
I was almost judged by the color of my makeup
That was best described as almost blue
But much to my surprise they excused my little fake up
Now I'm home
Do do do do do do do
I'd give all of my time for you
I'd give all of my time for you
For you
For you
Down at the dawn parade
I was given gold that was not mine for the keeping
Now I'm glad to give it all away
To retain my bargained soul where you've been gently sleeping
All the while
Do do do do do do do
I'd give all of my time for you
I'd give all of my time for a little more time with you
Maybe I failed the clown review
We can all safely assume
It's as it seems
This jester loves the queen
It may take a thousand miles
Or a million dawn parades before life is truly sacred
But the thought that always makes me smile
No matter how the world may judge my love no whit disdain'th
For you
Do do do do do do do
I'd give all of my time for you
I'd give all of my time for a little more time with you