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LIFE IS FAR TOO BEAUTIFUL, ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME WHEN YOU START REALIZING IT. SOMETIMES THINGS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO SOMEONE TO NOTICE HOW THE WORLD THAT SURROUNDS YOU IS SOMETHING SO WONDERFUL. I NOTICED SO MANY THINGS, AND I LEARNED ABOVE ALL TO LOOK AT WHAT SURROUNDS ME. EVERY NIGHT I LAY DOWN AND I LOOK AT HOW MY LIFE IS AND I SAY TO MYSELF WOW… THIS IS WHAT SURROUNDS ME EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND I HAVE A WONDERFUL FAMILY THAT STICKS BY ME AND SUPPORTS ME IN EVERYTHING THEY CAN POSSIBLY CAN, I ALWAYS HAVE MY BABY SISTER THAT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, SHE CARES FOR ME AND IS ALWAYS THERE TO LISTEN TO EVERYTHING I HAVE TO SAY …. AND MY PARENTS SUPPORT ME IN MY MUSIC AND ACADEMIC CAREER AND ABOVE ALL ARE ALWAYS THERE ON MY DOWNFALLS. I HAVE LOVE WHICH IS MOST IMPORTANT IN EVERYONES LIFE, I HAVE HAD MY LITTLE DOWNFALLS, BUT THANKS TO THOSE IM MUCH STRONGER, WISER, MATURER, AND ABOVE ALL KNOW HOW TO VALUE WHAT IS NEEDED TO BE VALUED. I HAVE MY FANS, MY MUSIC, I HAVE THE ABILITY THE TALENT TO BE ABLE TO WRITE A SONG ON SOMETHING THAT MY FANS CAN RELATE TO, I CAN RECORD THE MUSIC AND THEN INTERPRET MY SONG TO MY FANS… RESULT? I HAVE PEOPLE THAT LOVE MY SONGS, FROM KIDS TO ELDERLY AND THEIR APPLAUSES THEIR COMPLIMENTS IS THE REWARD THAT I ALWAYS TAKE IN. RIGHT AFTER ALL MY PERFORMANCES FROM THE SMALLEST TO THE BIGGEST I TAKE A MOMENT AND SUCK IN ALL THAT’S HAPPENING AND JUST BREATHE IN DEEP AND SMILE, CAUSE I KNOW ITS SIMPLY A BLESSING. TO ALL MY FANS AND SUPPORTORS THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU GUYS. I HAVE WHAT IS CALLED HAPPINESS, I KNOW HOW TO BE HAPPY EVEN AFTER ANY DOWNFALL, I KNOW HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT GRUDGES, OR BEING A HYPOCRIT, AND ABOVE ALL I KNOW HOW TO FORGIVE. I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE ABILITY TO BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME… FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE EVER WANTED TO HURT ME… YOU DIDN’T YOU JUST MADE ME STRONGER, AND TO THOSE WHO SUPPORT ME AND MAKE ME SMILE, THANK YOU. I HAVE TRUE FRIENDS, ITS FUNNY TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE WHEN YOU HAVE CONTACTS TO CLUBS, PARTIES, JUST BASIC FUN; BUT WHEN YOURE GOING THROUGH A HARSH TIME, YOU HAVE VERY FEW THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY CALL YOUR FRIENDS, AND TO THOSE WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND THANK YOU!!! IM TRULY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR HAVING IT, AND FOR GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITIES I HAVE GOTTEN AND I WILL GET. A MESSAGE: DON’T LET ANYONE TAKE AWAY YOUR HAPPINESS, LEARN TO VALUE YOUR LIFE EVERYDAY. J

I’m sitting down thinking of many things And among them, I need to just ask you If I were overweight would you love me? If I was disfigured would you still love me? If I didn’t sing or I was known would you still be interested in me? If I were to tell you something I feel would you take it the wrong way? If I sat you down and told you I don’t feel the same way one day would you change? What about if you see me crying for something dumb, would you cheer me up? When I have stress in my life, would you give me a massage and tell me I love you? When I’m feeling blue, will you tell me a joke to make me smile? If I were to tell you I doubt you, would you do the impossible to prove me wrong? What about if I were scared of something, would you hold me tight until I feel all right? If I were to dedicate a love song to you, would you ask me to dance it at the moment? If one day I have to go away for weeks will you not look at anyone else? If one day I tell you, you did something wrong will you admit it or deny it? If one day I told you I want to believe in love again… Will you hold my hand, kiss my cheek, and just stare at my eyes and tell me Believe in me… I am your past, present, and future? Or will you just let it pass like the wind? If one day I tell you I love you… Not just a simple I love you, a warm, tender, delicate, heart filled, I love you Will you tell me you love me back with the same feelings? If things go wrong… will you give up, or fight for our love? If one day I explode… will you sit me down and talk to me risking everything? If one day I tell you I hate you! Will you understand I’m telling you I love you? If one day I see you unhappy with me.. will you let me free you from your unhappiness? If one day I tell you our love is just not the same.. will you make it the same as before? If I tell you… That sometimes … I feel this feeling that I cant believe in… Can you tell me… Its just one word? “love”

We were on our way to the park. I needed to do a commercial. The music played. My sister giggled as I made a comment. My mother proud of me. Meters away from the park. Something happened. A car came at us. The impact moved our car to the other side of the street. I saw my mom struggling to keep the steering wheel in control. We stopped. I turned back see my sister crying. She is not hurt. I see my mom the true hero. She accelerated as she saw the car going into her car. If she had not accelerated she would have not been here now. The car destroyed from the rear. The impact still stroked our veins as we managed to get out of the car. We saw the man that caused the accident. Why is it that if we were so happy this had to happen? It wasn’t my mother’s fault; I mean no one can say she was drunk or she wasn’t paying attention no one can blame her. The man took the stoplight and smashed right into us. So many things happening at once and I just thanked God for having his hands on my sister and my mother. I heard a song that said “In a moment, everything can change” and its so true in that specific moment my whole life could have changed or what’s worse, lives could have been taken from my life. I thank God for always watching over my family and me. Point of this writing… enjoy life, value what you have not only for a moment but every day that you awake in your life.