I stare in the mirror, See your face. Someone I refuse to be, Juss thinking to myself, That cant be me. In the mirror is a broken child, Yet the face of that woman, In my chest is a broken heart, Something you cant undo and, I think to myself, There must be more to life, I plan to grow up, Be a better, mother woman wife. It may hurt you to think, That I think of you this way, But when you break me down, Its revenge I wanna repay. Kill them with kindness, Forgive but don’t forget, Listen to my truths ma, First off I love Jett, I hate sharing the room, I hate sharing my existence, I hate talking to you, Knowing damn well you aint listenin, I hate the looks you give me, Hearing you call my name, I hate people saying, You guys are exactly the same. I can’t stand your ignorance, the perfection you swear you have. I hate that you can curse me out, Then when out the house laugh. I hate you thinking I owe you something because you gave me life, I didn’t ask for this, Don’t believe me? Hand me that knife. Wish I could stop life, click fast forward then rewind, I hate you bringing me down, When I’m on my cloud nine.. I can’t be happy around you, Can’t enjoy my being Can’t enjoy anything, Without you not believing, Saying I can be better, When you already think I’m the worse. You brought me into this world, Ever consider putting my life first? Was the pain you bared, Very well forgotten? Will you forever believe, People are here to spoil you rotten? Can you believe in me, Without talking about you? Can you support me, Believe in what I wanna do? You stifle me suffocate me, Make it hard to breath And with you around its hard to believe, I don’t want to say I hate you, Just a strong dislike, Why do I have to lay my head on that tear stained pillow each night? And recall all you’ve deprived me of, Wondering if you ever truly experienced love? I want to be my own person, So unlike you, I want to live life, Without caring what you think, Don’t you realize Because of you my life stinks. Happiness around here is so temporary, And artificial, I refuse to be like you, That’s now official, Send me away, In the words of Rhea and Jett, Leaving me alone, Would be your best bet.

I never knew that Perfection existed, Until overwhelmed with your love, I became twisted. Sitting up each night, Repeating your name, Repeating your words. Until my thoughts were tamed. Tamed like my heart, When you were around. Tamed like my soul, As I slowly fell down, As I slowly Drowned in your stare, And melted in your arms, With you, I felt no alarm, Melted in your words, Twisted by fate, You were my everything, And everything I appreciate. The love, The love making, Everything so deep. I dream about you, and pray for you, Each night before I sleep. I would hold your hand, Never wanting to let go, But the time was approaching, This we’d both know. Lost in my love for you, Time slipped away, But your kiss lingered on my lips. And My hearts where you stay. When You return I will wait, Because it is fate, We belong together, And When that day comes, When I feel your lips on mine again, Im not letting go, I will hold, caress Love you forever, Thus We both Know. We belong together So come back to me Boo, This time I’ll Love without hesitation, And We’ll stay together forever, Because with Love Comes Patience.

You Inspire me, To write a poem, You inspire me to say, I am not alone. You inspire me to sing, To dance, Even cry. You inspire me to live, When I really want to die. You Love me, Even when I don’t love myself, You kiss away my tears, And all pain that I’ve felt. You quicken my step, You quicken my tongue. You remind me to Love Wholly, While I’m still young. And Even when I think All else has failed. You pull me back, Onto the right trail. And When I look up, To that Wonderful place, In my head, I hear your voice. And in my heart, See your face.