My Love You were always in my dreams Dont ask me how or why I can say that was once When my mind and pure spirit were as a receiver of an unknown but intuited reality when spoke to God listening to Klaus Schulze´s music, and the universe came to me ... My illusions, bright pink roses, were crushed in my heart, at once, by bitter disappointments and misunderstandings, wanted to die ... Exhausted fell into a deep sleep ... Then I saw You ... couldn´t resist your beautiful eyes, your expressive face, and your sweet caucasian features ... felt your strong body hugging while succumbing to your hot look, your sexy smile, magnetic ... I woke up but never forgot You, and looked in the barren path of my life, spent a year ... was crying when didn´t found You, and felt so empty, so out of place, unable to find myself ... For you remained virgin never wanted to be with anyone, not allowed to touch me ... Just thinking of you, if you could be, if you ever find me ... 14 years passed ... met guys on the web thought will find you ... but they was not you. I was hurt and made me feel more alone ... Until one day met You and was the most beautiful thing I feel. You dont know how much emotion felt knowing it was you, the doors of heaven opened up before me ... But Im so hurt I'm like an oyster that is closed to the world. Lots of cynicism and derision are hard knocks against my face and I´ve been defaced. I ´ve become so stupid, I ´ve denied life, sabotage me ... As I walk away as beaten dog Feeling that everyone hates me ... I am dying, and yet You're still in my night dreams and fantasies, only your love and understanding can save me ... Sublime is my dream, my shining star You're in my subconscious Beyond the walls of my prejudices, my confusion, (Against I crash and try to break). For you deny many things, become a rebel, I'm a different person ... And You burns my heart like a scorching ember.