Substance of a Troubled Mind Demo
I write the songs - they show up here. End of story.
Lyrics
Words were spoken, never final, never clear,
only starting the beginning of the year,
climbed in the window and I drank my fears away.
Only mental, no alcohol needed.
You would wander I would follow by you side,
Lonely people in the middle of the night.
Were you still there when you thought I called your name?
They told me you'd gone so I couldn't call it again.
(Chorus)
So tell me what I feel,
And is this rainstorm really real?
Things shouldn't be this hard.
I am drowning in the rain that never ends.
We lay in the field and we watched the clouds cover the moon.
We all know that you would come and find us soon.
We sat silence, knowing you would call our names,
what scares me now, is I would've gone if you had called my name again.
We walked in the shadows and you told me to watch my head.
Little rays of sunshine would shine through now and again.
I was falling, you had fallen just up ahead,
We were high, with no drug needed.
(Chorus)
So tell me what I feel.
And was the rainstorm what I feared?
Things shouldn't be this hard.
Why do I keep hoping the rain will start again?
The words were blocked, never spoken out of fear.
Only "maybes" so I chose to stand over here.
You broke my heart that night, how can I make that more clear?
We were so close, then you became the substance I fear.
