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ILL
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#924 today
Peak #214
#504 in subgenre
Peak #100
Author
dub
Rights
E.S.L.
Uploaded
May 30, 2005
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MP3 2.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
i dont know, ruff draft shit, peep the lyrics for explanation
Lyrics
((lifes a bitch)) ya i know thats inevitable
but i treat her like a queen sit her on a pedestal
it felt incredible, i felt we were bondin
stole my soul and the content of my conscience
i thought it was a myth, but at a time like this
i could sift thru the mist, in a quest for the bliss
refused ignorance and chose the opposite
found it locked in my thoughts now im postivie
that i gotta live, at first i wasnt to sure
gotta move pass my past if i want a future
everywhere i look see the wrong side of life
hide my eyes, ears covered so dont try to lie
so many days , im lost, know anyway
the cost was to great, so i tossed it away
seen my dreams crushed, seems my heart cried
even on sunny days i see dark skies
i plan for the pain while i stand in the rain
im standin to gain if the man will just change
im hard headed, cold hearted, part deaded
it didnt start yet it finished when dark set, it
watched me grow , close like nobody could be
it was there all along but now nobody believed
a sign nobody could see and nobody was free
i couldnt believe the shit, nobody was me
i wasnt penalised, i felt re-energized
i then realised that truth had been disguised
at first i smirked at those demented lies
the curse dispursed, and i again will rise
out of the ashes , my life hour glass is
full of sand, i drift away as it passes
so its time to prove its been time to move
from the mind to you you will find the proof
you know what it feels like and its time you realise
so close youre lids and look with your real eyes
feels nice dont it? .. no you still lie
no wonder all these nightmares seems like real life
the falicy you seeing its all make belief,
(noo) you dont have to believe me , wait and see
hardest to fathom imagine the targets
heartless and saddened , who sat in the darkness
man, everythings wrong i hate makin this song
why aint i woke up yet whats takin so long
man i cant believe this shit happened to me
shit right now honestly im just happy to breathe
im happy to see the way they talkin in my face
then stab me in the back when im walkin away
been torn out forever, been worn out and weathered
im convinced imma make it more now then ever
i walk with each step inhalin deep breaths
a mind full of thoughts a heart full of regrets
depressed all my worries slowly hurt me raw
why the fuck im the walkin version of murphy's law
i dont understand it , somebody explain please
this aint the way i planned it, so when will the rain cease
i took it for granted now i cant make the pain ease
and i feel my conscience makin my brain speak
you wanna live? wanna die? be a man you wanna cry?
its clearer lookin in a mirror you aint gonna lie
i can see right thru i hear every one of your thoughts
youre not foonlin me i know every one of your faults
while walkin a fine line, and watchin the time fly
see with the blind sight, but think with the minds eye
at times you can find life, look when the times right
envision the future by the dream its defined by
