The road to Music Success Can Be Lonely @ times. Keep Grinding.
Lyrics
i used to do it for the kids
but the kids dont love me
they dont pick up the phone and try n convo hug me (dats a fact)
they dont come around dad... not dad with no money
had a few up and downs
when im down they dont bug me
--##--
and i used to hold it all in
now im sinking (i was sinkin)
and the water got above -
like i was drinking (doot doot doot)
I gotta rise once again
so im letting it out
and when im gone
mufuckas gone really trt to figure out (where he go)
float on top like a bouy
jesus walked with kanye (how you do it?)
im walking on fooey (shit...)
I need a lil mami
when a nigga had cars
had them bitches came around me
and i gave them niggas jobs
how the fuck they gon doubt me [bomb drop fx]
remember i was up
aint a nigga had to starve [bitch we eatin']
I remember when that nigga ken
tried to play with barb (there he go)
so i pulled up to his house
with barb in the car
and like a nigga in r kell closET
He scared to come out - (probably pissin')
[HOOK]
WE GON MAKE IT x6
when ya boi went down
i just lost my barbie (damn)
so i moved out into the woods
then i lost my car be
i was so far on my own
niggas couldnt under stand me
and it felt like i was doin a bid
yeah... for auto robbery (thats what i did..)
i had a few## conjicle visit
even though i wasn't morried
she said one let's do it again
i said uhuh, sorry (you a hoe)
i was still depressed from losing
ONE i thought would surely haunt me
and it was too soon ...jumpin new brooms
even though a nigga was horny (i was lonely)
##
so i pulled out the pen
jotted down life again
and all it shit fell out my head
this is not pretend (dats a fact)
i aint no fictional charater
boi, one aint just begin (uuhn!)
im just gettin back to them facts
so I can win again
I gotta go hard again
and get it for my momma nem (for my momma)
I got grands on top of grands
so i guess im the fart again (nigga farted!)
COMIN FROM THE HEART AGAIN
so i can see my daughtagin (brianna)
i know i said my kids dont love
but nigga don't bother them [FACTS!]
