This is a song about the calling I feel like God has given me in rap ministry. beat by : John Bass (www.freerapbeats.com)
I do what I believe the Lord has called me to do. My ministry is based on this: "If you cant take the streets to church, take church to the streets". Feel it.
Story behind the song
I wrote this song when I completely realized that rap ministry is what God wants me to do. I came to this realization when I learned what one of my songs meant at a Sunday morning service.
Lyrics
i got a strange feeling inside
tears fall from my eyes
begin to cry not from hurt and pain
this time it feels right
don't know what to say
left speechless, words just cant descibe
these thoughts thats floatin through my mind
at this moment in time
can't do anything but get on my knees
so i kneel and pray
thank the Lord for this glorious day
for allowing me to be saved
for settin me on fire again
savin me from all my sin
showin me the path, the devil's wrath
tha beginning and tha end
got me seeing thangs i never saw
sorta feels like a call
just confused if i should answer it
stressed out that im'a fall
cant be perfect by any means
judged by my friends my enemies
caught between a fight of wrong and right
faith and this sin in me
dont know why He's sending me
but i have to believe
that he sent me here for ministry
to give lost souls relief
so i gotta try my hardest
give my best, i gotta give my all
help my peers, never let em fall
Keep my head up and stand tall
Chorus (2x)
(Its Tha Call)
Call into ministry.
(Its Tha Call)
Shinin bright is Him in me
(Its Tha Call)
To represent Jesus Christ
In every aspect of my life
From The Morning until tha night
It was about 4 months ago when i first heard the ringing
Starting singing about things with deeper meanings
Felt like i was dreaming, becauz i knew the words werent from me
I dont write my songs alone, Thats why i think its meant to be
Think i was meant to see, these things that are changin my life
Rearrangin my thoughts,all these thangs thats got me living right
Livin for christ, Thats when integrity got inside of me
Took control of my life, and let me see what i would be
If i didnt take head to the call, how hard i could fall
How bad it could be, and i knew i couldnt take it at all
So i decided to take the gift that he gave to me and use it
Pursue a life of ministry,i chose to do it through my music
Had to choose it, and now that i did, there aint no turnin back
Just movin forward, pickin up slack, headed on the right track
Headed down the right path, now on a mission to take all of my friends
Deep within, my life, my mind, and hope that somehow deep down in me that they see Him