A personal and intense song by beacon and Shawtey da Kid. Produced by Rapskallion's own C-Note Productions Inc. (This is the recently redone version on the higher quality mic)
Rapskallion Records is an independant label made up of several different artists and producers. It consists of: C-Note Productions Inc., Beacon, Syllable, Jato Catchpenny and Shawtey da' Kid. The long delayed "Dreams" by Shawtey da Kid is now available, be on the look for more new music from her first solo album.
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Lyrics
beacon: I look at myself, God/ You know what I see?/ I see these gruesome and deep flaws, in my mentality/ I see selfish ambition, greed, deceit and anger/ I wanna break away from it, I know I’m in danger/ I’m lustful, and proud, boastful and loud, but I want to be out/ help me climb out from this ditch/ my mentality must be switched, or pitched/ its pitch dark, and I don wanna wind up stuck on Satan’s pitch fork/ picked apart, it pricks my heart, pushing me down the wrong road/ I can’t help myself/ its tugging me along, like a conveyer belt/ I need some major help/ NAW, I need the savior’s help/ I can’t save my self/ this is proven/ I tried to fight, but God I’m losing!/ I can’t take the abusing, scrapes, aches, and bruising/ bone breaks, contusions/ I need an infusion of something thats soothing, to make it okay/ God please, just take me away!
Hook
Shawtey da Kid: The world seems to have pull an attraction/ don know who I am no more losing my traction/ how do I stop this action/ cut the satisfaction now crashing/ others gettin cash Know than ever I need the lord my ration/ I don feel no more so I attacking/ God I lackin but the world is a distraction/ the strong lure and enticement/ The vice grip on what I want but Christ enlightens/ through the ice whip/ I know he l lead he unswerving/ he preserving/ me HE IS my righteous earnings/ I just learning/ Take me by the hand and speak I listen/ the easy road isn christen/ please forgive of the sin I e been commitin And these words that I e written/ may the praise and honor you may I be forgiven/
Hook
beacon: God I’m so full of questions/ like why is it that I been given so many blessings?/ I ain’t done a thing to deserve ‘em, far as I’m recollecting/ the bible says you love me before I was born and that I’m predestined/ but why would you step in?/ and show me affection?/ I have evil intentions/ you, you’re perfection/ I’m nothing but a broken reflection/ I am the least of men/ caught up in the deepest sins/ why do you keep on reaching in/ and keep bailing me out/ I heading for Hell on my route/ I know that I need you, but I’m failing to shout/ failing to call out for you come and save me/ I need you gravely/ you must be crazy/ I’m so shady/ I’m so unholy/ its like no ones knows me/ the dirt under my skin, the evil in me/ I’m exposing it on this track for all people to see/ the deceitful and deep/ running flow of depravity/ constantly dragging me down like gravity now and I’m barely moving like my batteries down, I’m on my knees before your majesty now, salvation has to be found/ to the most holy and sacred I pray/ look at my wickedness and take it away.
