Early in my career, I achieved creative success but felt empty, battling imposter syndrome and a greed-driven world. Despite skills, I judged my worth by others' views and project outcomes, leading to anxiety and depression. Creativity felt like a trap, with constant pressure to prove myself. Occasional failed projects brought shame and eroded my confidence, as others seemed to succeed effortlessly. In 2021, Gods love revealed my true purpose: to worship Him through song. Singing brought a profound spiritual awakening, confirmed by a beam of sunlight that fell through the window on my written words, a new path. This experience transformed me, opening floodgates of purpose. Over years, my relationship with Jesus deepened as I wrote music.