dirty version. just for show for those interested to collab. lookin for a collab! holla at me if interested. need a acapella! will record with my studio mic afterwards. better quality!
what can i say i've made my choice and i
can't regret it now so far i
been able to breathe been able to see
but its difficult
trying to be able to be
i know i've said a few things
most i didn't mean
but you didn't have to make it harder you see
everything i say is just a cliche
to what you've already heard
and i wish upon a star
that it crash and burn me along with it
cuz i cant say that i'm livin legit
i drag a broken heart
i guess i've rushed into it
i never ever stop to pick up the pieces
as it fell apart
i want it to be known
that i aint alone and never will be
my safety net always will be
i guess i can't complain
but somethin at the back of my head
still repeats you saying my name
and it sounds so sweet
but i guess this pain in my lung
is the sound of defeat
so i hope i drown in the smoke i inhale heavily
cuz im broken i can't stand steadily
and i smoke to escape the reality of my being
and to block out all the sh** i'm seeing
but i chose to walk this path
here's where we go seperate
and we aint gotta be good at math cuz
you is a negativ
and i too a negative
tryna make a positive
but we keep pushin away
like a magnet
keep shovin it it wont stay together
forever no
cuz eventually one dies down
and pushes away
but i aint my fault
you coulda been there for me
and i coulda been there for you
but you threw me away
like you used to
