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Not much to say really. This depression and anxiety is eating me up on the inside. I can't even function much. My heart is breaking from all the stress that it's taking. But to all those that show support and care about me, I want you to know that I
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Just a poetry geek that happens to also like rapping.
Hello. I am simply a beaner that likes to rap. I wouldn't even call myself a rapper per se, I'm a writer. However, ever since I heard "Hard Knock Life" by Jay-Z when I was 5, I fell in love with hip-hop. I could tell you many things, hype myself up to make me look like a star...but I will let the music speak for itself. I could tell you a bunch of stuff about my tracks but...just shut up and listen, shut up and listen son.
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Alternative Hip Hop
Charts
#4,358 in subgenre Peak #45
Charts
Peak #501
Author
Jose A. Ortega
Rights
2010 Jose A. Ortega
Uploaded
September 30, 2010
Track Files
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MP3 3.8 MB • 128 kbps • 4:07
Lyrics
Trapped in the life I swore I'd never live I sit and reminisce about the things I miss. My life is 7 mondays a week, 30 harsh winters a month, How can I get over this slump when I don't even know what I want? I'm left without a reason, to smile in life. When I'm standing in the rain freezing, my thoughts are never light. Tired of the struggle I have to go through daily. I lose myself in the music and it saves me From the parts of myself that Keep making me crazy Cruising through the dark Careful in my travels Learning lessons, battle after battle All alone, talking to my shadow "Not to worry" was what it adviced me So now it might be rude But my psyche doesn't give a f*** Whether or not you like me So got a problem? Bite me And if you really wanna fight me You know where you can find me Chorus (I'M TRAPPED) In a maze and I can't Get out I wanna better myself but I'm plagued with self doubt (I'M TRAPPED) In the life I swore I'd Never live Hard to be positive When all I see is negative Verse 2: I can't stand the pain when I'm caught off guard. Daily struggles are breaking my heart. I'm tired, I can't take it anymore. The way it's going, I don't even know, Do I wanna live, make it, through another 24? Of these Hours, my dreams and illusions have wilted like some long forgotten flowers. My head is pounding The tears are streaming It feels like a nightmare, please Tell me I'm dreaming. But I've felt this way for too long And I can't wake up I try moving on but I'm feeling stuck Quickly running out of luck Can't run from my problems Cuz my stamina sucks So now I'm thinking that I should just give up Cuz most people I know Wouldn't even give a f*** Chorus 2X I'm damned if I do, And f*** ed if I don't My heart has been stomped on Broken and torn Nobody sees tears When you're standing in a storm I keep on keeping on Hoping for better weather But every second sucks, and it's not getting any better I've hit an all time low Should I stay? Should I go? I don't even know It's like no matter what I do Imma keep on hurting And to all those that care for me Sorry for being such a burden I try to make things right Instead I make them worse I been on this road for far too long Can it be reversed? As a kid, I said I'd never be a bum That's exactly what I've become I feel like a dissapointment as a son Brother, lover....and a human being Searching for a ray of light But darkness is all I'm seeing Still I believe the seasons change Wouldn't appreciate sunlight If it wasn't for the rain Chorus 2X
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Imani VMR
Jan 05, 2011
Yooooooooo Capoooooooo ......Listen to that Mass improvement ....The Hook the Melody took the mood to a perfect level ....all thats left is gettin some of them words clear and I See u takin care of that real soon ....this is one I had to press repeat on so thats the idea right there ......Your Young too .....Ur on the Right course keep it comin 1 posted two new joints ....get at me
Jiri Hajek - composer
Dec 05, 2010
Wow, this sounds very good, you are always better and better! Lovely tune, my friend!! Jiri
Da Artizt
Nov 10, 2010
Thats whats up dogg... Music is just what feelings sound like... Keep it up homeboy Artizt 714! West Coast!
FhyreMann Productions
Oct 21, 2010
Capo! Wessup wit yuh man? Been a minute...I hear the emotion spilled on this...Real good sh**...Ya flow gettin betta...Keep at it homie...
Jerry Vicious
Oct 17, 2010
Hey man...its been too f*** ing long....Life? Lets just say i've been through more in the last 2 or 3 months then some people in years ya know...But God is with me and Im pulling thru...Im just stronger than I ever been now...Overall...musically, physically, mentally emotionally....just overall...But this song dawg...I love the beat...your quality is def. studio top notched...that hook was flawless and the lyrics were great...overall man this is by far your best song...Im glad to see you still pushing and still working ya ass off ova here.....btw...Jerrys Back!
JC The Truth (NJ)
Oct 04, 2010
DAMN. You're gettin so much f*** in better man! I see you're taking more time with your rhymes and your flow. Much better energy and attitude since I listened to your last few songs too.... AND the HOOK... ON POINT!!!! I really like this one Cap, you keep plugging away kid... this sh** is real. PS: Thanks for showing love on the video! Spread the word! JC - The Truth www.jcthetruth.com SHAOLIN YANKEE... coming soon.
B-MIZE
Oct 04, 2010
Sup Capo!..... Honestly bro, i'll say it again and again, you are really developing now into a more ground based rapper, and you're starting to get the emotion into your tracks, i'll agree with Kid Low Key, you can really feel the pain in your voice and the emotion, it's great because the listener really becomes drawn into the track. So yeah man i'm really liking the fact you're getting so much more confidence in your tracks. Only thing i will say is though, don't try and fit so many words into one line otherwise it'll be so hard to get them all out and you will quickly have no air in your lungs for the next line, and for the hook, maybe instead of recording it all live on the spot, maybe record the hook seperate and just place them onto the track in the right places and just copy+paste or something, (Just an idea).....But take all that as a positive bro, i'm really impressed and happy for you that your music is getting a lot better. Keep up the great work man, Peace!!1 B-Mize
Semimoto
Oct 01, 2010
Good sh** Straight From The Heart Man The Best Kind Of Music
Kid Low Key
Sep 30, 2010
sounds good fam, i like the hook alot!!! the great thing of doin this music is bein able to drop off some stress on a track and i can mos def hear the pain,anger,and stress comin off ya chest on this one!!! you keep growin in the game G keep grindin!!! good job fam 100