Lyrics
The year was '89, and she was here, I made her mine/
But baby got unstable, kinda feared her state of mind/
I guess she went a little crazy, days we had were grey and shady/
Maybe it was me, but f*** , she claimed to be a lady/
Like, what the f*** you thinkin bout?, girl what you got to say?/
But she never heard a word I said, Disturbed, I watched her pray/
She would lay there, stay there, for hours she would do this/
Like I took ya hand in marriage girl, why you put me thru this/
What did I, ever do to you, say to you or made you do/
Nothin, girl, I loved you girl, ever since that day in '82/
Maybe you, have taken sumn, or as a baby were shaken or sumn/
Makin sumn, up outta nothin, or maybe you are fakin or sumn/
Either way, you need to say, what the f*** is up with you/
You possessed and so u pray, Damn, I had enough of you/
Call me out, haul me out, onto the street and b*** at me/
Throw a fit, throw some sh** , sane or crazy, which you be?/
sh** you be, a thorn in me, and you hurt like a b*** , I switch it up/
I pull you out and I stitch it up, Get out my life and go b*** it up/
I live it up, and take away, the memories we shared/
Everything we ever did, you turned into a psychotic affair/
You got us here, cant go back, gotta move on or end it now/
The truth is really my opinion and I decided to bend it now/
When in doubt, send you out, into the world with no direction/
Close the door, lock the door, board up windows at my disgression/
Unless ya mention, a full confession, Ima add you to my collection/
Of crazy b*** es, 80 which is, absolutely insane, correction/
I am not what you think I am, Im actually insane/
I drove you to the brink, I think and thats prolly why you prayin/
Damn, I f*** ed it up, yet again, we fell apart, its all on me/
All my fault, of course it is, who else is off the wall like me/
Therell be, therapy, wherever the f*** I go from this/
Holy sh** , dont be pissed, Im goin to a place where they hold my wrists/
Hold me down, strap me in, make sure I never do this again/
Lock me up, fill me up with pills until im human again/
You can send, flowers and, tryna to fix up my condition/
My decision, to come back sane, or pretend to be till they let me free/
I can be the man that you, wanted to, stand with you/
Damn did you, fall for that, Coz thats not what I had planned to do/
I want to get revenge, you called me crazy, in my defence/
I told the judge it was you that was, and he told me that ive been crazy since/
The day that I was born into, this world with this disorder/
Dissociative Identity, they said that Id be out of order/
Out of mind, out of control, and eventually would bury myself/
They were right, I guess because I done married myself/