Just tryin to make it in the world of Hip Hop...
Story behind the song
Just wrote this shit cuz my brother and his girl were havin problems.
Lyrics
As the rain falls my brain calls for me to maintain all/
I stay small and my innerself has trouble staying calm/
But I still try to stay strong, your scent keeps me company all day long/
What should I do? What should I say?/
My mind screams and my thoughts try to break free from my brain/
Never wanted to go insane, but for you there will always be a price to pay/
My mind is cluttered, my rhymes have fluttered/
And what's left can no longer seperate me from others/
So I try every day to regain what I was/
The man I used to be before there was us/
But that would be impossible, I thought love was unstoppable/
Though now I know my thinking wasn't probable/
You told me once forever and ever/
Now I try to every day to forget about that painful endeavor/
You thought you were clever, but guess who's saying now we shouldn't be together?/
Fuck Off! I never enjoyed tough love, but that's all you were giving me/
I can't stand this imagery of you governing me every day of my life/
Now you're offering to someday be my wife? FUCK OFF!/
Why do I even try to please you?/
It's like every effort I make it stomps me like a cleat-shoe/
I wish I could release you but unless I defeat you, It still wouldn't teach you/
So what you can please do is leave me alone till you love yourself and me too!/
I tried to make it work but every time I slipped you laughed/
You treated me like an animal, so I did it to you back/
You told me what you needed to give me you couldn't/
Not that I think about it I just think that you wouldn't/
So what you're saying now is that it doesn't matter, but should it?/
You're absolutely right this is a fight/
But not for us, this is a fight to win back my life!/
