This is an emotional song for those who had to lose their first real love...got it done in 2 hours...hope its god enough though it's not the best...i tried hard enough...beat by VYBE BEATS.
Hard to let go LYRICS
By Maikia Xiong
every time I think of those goodbyes
All those times you said you’d leave
I’d think it as a dream
every time I think of you and I
There were times I had to cry
Though it kills me more inside
Though I’d fake a smile so you wont see
every time when im in need
So that you can start your life
So don’t u ever think of me
Even if u see me cry
I can make it if I try
I am one person, unknown
Confused and broken
Letting you go
wasn’t that easy
I shouldn’t lie to myself…
that you needed me
So maybe I’ll just leave it all behind me
It hurts inside
every time I see you near
I’ll try to let go
It hurts inside
So I had to leave my tears
I’ll try to let go
You were once a lover in my life
And I had to give you props
For breaking up my heart
Though I try so hard to leave it behind…
You were once my only love
So give me time…
You were all that I need
So true and so real
You made me believe….
I don’t know how to tell myself
What I had believed…was like roses and its thorns
It hurts inside
every time I see you near
I’ll try to let go
It hurts inside
So I had to leave my tears
I’ll try to let go
Now that I know I can only trust myself
And no one else…but forgetting you
will be the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do
So hear my words and I’ll be just ok..