realness personified
my name? kayiel.
my music? hip hop.
what am i? an emcee. realness personified.
enjoy. and dont forget to LISTEN !!
Lyrics
It’s been 9 months, almost a year since you left that day
I prolly counted every second that’s been ticking away
And I remember the way, you used to crinkle your face
When you were playin around, I remember it now
We’d ride together at night, our hands interlaced
I remember the rays of the moon just lit up your face
And I remember the way that every finger was shaped
We were one, and Ill never let that memory fade
Cause I know youre off doing your thing
Im happy that youre happy, I still think youre a beautiful queen
See, that dude on your arm on your side
I coulda been that man, been that guy
And done so many things I never got to do
So I fixed my ways, looked past this regretful pain
Im ready for the next chick I date
‘Hope my first love lost wasnt a big mistake…
I wont let my past haunt me forever
That’s why Im improving, growing strong, for the better
I’m tryna shorten the gauge on this temper of mine
Cause every one I meet now is incredibly nice
I feel so guilty, cause when I was in pain and stress
Surrounded by lies and changed to an angry wreck
You helped me, from losing my whole future
You got me where I am, and now, I feel so stupid
I let you down as a lover and friend
I didn’t give enough of the joy I wanted to spread
Cause I was bogged down by so much irrelevant SHIT
And for that, myself, I will never forgive
In all sincerity, Im sorry, if anything else
LH, in memory of your benevolent help
Instead of wishing you here, I will wish you the best
I know whatever you do, youll succeed, hold ya head ..
