Motivation? Take a wild guess. Love betrayed goes hand in hand with heavy drinking and nihilism.
Lyrics
I want someone
to exorcize you from within my soul,
I want to feel like I did
when I fell for you
I want my crown of thorns
to pierce through my depression
I want someone who won't fall apart
Fall apart like you
I want to shed my skin
and find myself alone
I want you to absolve me,
and have my pride again
I want you to recognize
our trust's been torn
and broken away
You must exorcize
I want you to feel my hurt
the wounds you left behind
I want you to share my loneliness
and taste the razor you used on me
The razor that you used on me
Drinking from the bottle
not thinking about tomorrow
This one went through the pain
and stares away
Everyday I stand as I was,
I hide in my shame
I gave you love, I gave you trust
you promised me we would have it all
But poisonous thoughts stole away
what was once so beautiful
