Richie Griffin-She Was, Is, And Will Be
Ayo you ever wake up one day and
just realize you’re an idiot
And and your just really really really dumb
That’s me
I broke a heart once…they told me it was karma
I told them it was nonsense to listen to the drama
She told me she was older but she acted immature
And that I kind of liked in a protective way of course
She used to act real shy…real clingy
Again I really liked that she needed me…timid
And unbelievably I left her
She was the perfect human being soul down to the chest up
She made me say things that I had never thought
She made me nervous that was every time we talked
She used to…sit next to me wherever we went
We used to know each other…but I’m as dumb as it gets
Cuz every time I got close I was afraid to get closer
Easier to run so I ran I was so nuts
Cuz I was blind then…I see now
I see what I didn’t see and it was so loud
I’m not proud to be an idiot for so long
Cuz I said so long…and I was so wrong
But you were so gone but now I realize
Cuz the only thing that I can think when looking in your eyes is
Love is four letter word I don’t believe in
But action is a six letter word that you can see
And feel and if you really feel love you can see it
I see it…I feel it…Believe it…Its real and
Love is four letter word I don’t believe in
But action is a six letter word that you can see
And feel and if you really feel love you can see it
I see it…I feel it…Believe it…Its real and
She had things you don’t forget as a guy
She had the long blonde hair and big beautiful eyes
You cant just forget but you wish that you could
Cuz every time you lay down you’d rather stay down
Instead of wake up…Wait! I think that its her
Wasn’t scared to say a thing cuz I had known her before
She gave me a hard time…forgave but not forgotten
She made me take the high road…Got home and just felt rotten
Next day still had her number couldn’t help it had to call her
Man…She didn’t answer so the message tone was brought up
“Hey, this is Richie just to see what you were doing
I been thinking bout you lately and just wondering where you went”
I was nervous didn’t know just what to say but
“Hey, here’s my number call me back ill see you later”
Click…I think I just embarrassed myself
She’s probably not gonna call me back I was nervous as hell
But she did and I saw her that night then the next
And ever since then I’ve been blessed
I did some bad stuff before I turned seventeen
And I know that karmas gonna get me
Maybe next week