Lyrics
All these kids keep there anger stashed inside,
And then start smart eyeing every stranger passing by,
Im one of the kids who throws the fake smile up,
And just keep on doing it until the hate piles up,
And then the rage and be contained in one kid,
It’s crazy how much anger can be drained for dumb shit
When you start breathing heavy and yah eyes squint,
Looking for a riot or you got to do shit using violence,
You yourself can’t even deny it; you mind is fired up,
And when people say shit about guidance you start wilding out,
And you realize you just digging yourself in a hole,
And you feel like a time bomb that’s about to explode,
Then comes bullshit smile when you get heated from life
So all the people don’t see what the fucks eaten them alive,
They keep it inside, until the slightest thing makes them flip,
And even when you fuck around with them it’s hard to take it in,
Life’s like a gang that quick to taunt you,
Who tricks and Haunts you, kicks you and stomps you,
Starts shit and sicks his kids on you,
Blasts you and asks you, what u gon’ do,
But u got to get up and fight for it,
Fight for the fucking right not to bite your lip,
We don’t give a fuck if u liking this,
Because Its coming right from the heart when I writing hits,
Are you scared to die or you scared to live//
Scared to be alone, scared like a little kid//
Adults should live with such inescure feelings//
Murder on the news another sniper killing//
People killin each other for no apparent reason//
killin each other like its Human hunting season//
This lifes been so full of trials and tribulations//
I feel as if i will allways be chasing//
Chasin that dream of a picture perfect life//
2 kids a house and a beautiful wife//
But Im destined to be nothing just a average Joe//
Just another minamum wage middle class hoe//
The sun of tommorow will never dawn my eyes//
Im mentally strong but I gotta cry//
Though the tears dont show in these baby blue eyes//
Look real close and you can see looks lie//
Hook
In my eyes it seems as if everyone is against me,
No ones trying to defend me, they looking to end me,
And it’s got me up in a frenzy, now my head is aching,
Cuz All this bullshit is too heavy, but instead of breaking,
My hand start shaking, cuz im right on the edge,
Im to tight to the ledge, lying awake every night in my bed,
Thinking to myself, in my life fates gonna happen,
But I aint gonna amount to shit unless I make it rapping,
I know that I’ve tried, well im saying I’ve been nice,
But now everyone approaching me is skating on thin ice,
So I stop caring about every little thing in the world,
And I start swearing at every little damn thing on this earth,
Then I feel the only way out of this crazy shit,
Is getting a bag of weed rolling up a blunt and then blazing it,
Never debating, shit I tell myself I was raised in it,
I keep on saying it, in my head and now its got me obeying it
