Cito - She said Ft. Keri Hilson
Made a song for women of strength it's #hiphop and #rnb combined to tell a story of a troubled female. Trying to figure life out after suffering abuse from a person she trusted.
Forgotten Generation Studio artist: Cito - Cito's music expresses situations he has faced and seen from third person perspective. With meaningful substance mixe
Story behind the song
Made a song for women of strength it's ?#?hiphop? and ?#?rnb? combined to tell a story of a troubled female. Trying to figure life out after suffering abuse from a person she trusted.
Lyrics
[Hook]
I may fall in love to fast
Give everything to make this last
That’s just who I am (X2)
I’ll probably even put you first
And forgive you even when it hurts
That’s just who I am (X2)
[Verse 1]
“Nobody ever loved me,”
“All they want to do is fuck me.”
“Or touch me, and since a youngin’ I’ve kept the faucets running.”
Damn.
“I don’t believe in love, it doesn’t exist.”
Girl fall in love with life and just give it a kiss
Listen to this,
Your beautiful your soul and your mind
You be acting over eager tho, just give it some time
Listen to this - you’ll be ok, please just trust me
She said, “You’re only acting that way because you probably want to fuck me.”
I’m sorry, I won’t leave - I know that you hurt
There’s no money in the world that determines your worth
Burst….
Tears fall, I embrace her in my presence
I tell her, she isn’t wrong and you have my full attention
She said, “He molested me, he HURT me, I can’t stop questioning, he might as well of MURDERED me.”
“Nothing makes since to me, HOW could you do that to a human BEING?”
That’s when she tells me and that’s when she told me
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
She said “why when you speak you sound so sympathetic?”
Because of what happen in the past I can’t seem to forget it.
She finds it pathetic
I find boring as safe
And I speak with no emotion
Vocalizing my hate
And at the moment I ain’t strong
Believe me she ain’t wrong
For finding an escape
Running a race
Gone.
Taking my heart with her
Her love is my drug
Overdose in cold wind please fill up my lungs
Believe me, I ain’t sprung she as me addicted
And that’s the type of love I can never forget it
And when I ain’t with you
Shit I’m in a bad mood
Nearly overdosed when I kissed you
Shit mad rude
I’m still at you
I need you every night so I can sleep
And feel my heart beat
Stop.
Pause.
I told you that I need you
Tell me that I love you
I promise I believe you
Promise me.
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
She said “I’m growing depressed, I love this life less and less.”
“If life was a test I want A’s nothing less.”
“I’m defeated from the stress,”
“No rest, I try my best.”
“Now days I’m a mess and yes.”
“I feel stuck.”
“Yes it’s a little much, metaphorically feel fuck.”
“I guess I pressed my luck”
“But I didn’t see the punch”
“You know those hurt most I a human not a goat.”
“Different sacrifice.”
“And I’ve sacrificed the Most.”
“Devil wrote me a note, and it spoke of my death.”
I said “That I Love you…” but under my breath
“I don’t know what’s next”
“But I hope its success”
Say good bye to the love as I lay it rest
She said
“But I continue to think,
My heart sinks. Bleak.”
“Is the feeling I feel deep inside of me.”
“Tell me why they lied to me?”
“Tell me why they lie to me?”
I don’t know…
“I don’t understand why they lied to me.”
