Lyrics
see i'm trippin' out, i'm just filled with doubt, now honestly i didn't care,
never thinkin' about hell just, look around we livin' there,
don't care bout the rest or next, gotta take the best of tests,
got me hopin', the ship ain't sinkin', see me flowin', S.O.S,
never focus on them people, because they lost a few screws,
ever notice that i'm evil, listen to me and you are too,
my music's diesel, moves decieve you, top of my game, ain't no equal,
yes i'm native, pride in nations, see me soarin' high like eagles,
till it's useless, i make music, till they sayin' that they love it,
till i'm bumpin' heads for nothin', till i pray on days of judgement,
i won't rest, untill i'm dead, till my best is tiltin' heads,
u know i must keep going up, if i don't i'm feelin' red,
CHORUS
hip-hop helps me and not talkin', it's theraphy, don't press pause,
hearin' voices every night, they scarin' me, now they won't stop,
i'm an addict with this habit, tried to quit, don't know what happened,
this is just my sick obsession, always tell me "go back at em",//4
my fam tells me, i need sleep, understand just let me be,
put me down, it's easy b, but help me up to ease it please,
i need support, like fiends need weed, hate me then just leave it b,
people say that i'm a freak, i just need some room to breathe,
cut the rope and break the chain, i just hope i'll stay the same,
must and hope will take the pain, they know i'll bring the game,
stolen homes and broken bones, got me stuck, f*** in' alone,
i get ignored like all the time, friends ask "are you punished bro?,"
feelin' down and feel so low, i'm bout' to stoop to a lower level,
won't lose my shot, or lose control, it's like i earned a soldiers medal,
now i have to master this entertainment with no laughter,
see i'm just a rapper, chasing all my ambitions that i'm after,
