we had a blackout in riverside county it lasted one and a half of a day..... I live where it is pure desert in a chapparel kind of land......its been very windy and they were holding out power back so theres no chance of fires in our area... cont
California in parts is on fire... and I wish people would stop damning California.. condemning my land......saying its wicked .........truly get you head together about love... DIdnt Jesus say love one another.......lives are at stake Jesus didnt die on a cross and ressurrect for just beleivers.....he conquered the world .......we have to stop giving the devil business .......protect your family and loved ones in prayer CHristians rebuke that weasel..... there are people who are hurting they all deserve peace......IM hurting I have covid no doctor no medicine.......I figure why bother..... THis song is dedicated to those people who lost their homes........its not about flowers... its poignant........ it represents greenery land sea beauty breezes wind rain droughts...... Unnatural nature..... everything is outta wack... outta balance.... WE GOTTA BRING THE BALANCE BACK somehow.....send love energy.. no more hate and stop with the incessant fear bombarding...learn how to be at peace in all circumstances..........GOD is good these werent acts of GOD!!!!!!! GOd is about light life love mercy..... do you actually beleive Jesus is going to bring harm.....? to anyone? I pray hard for harmony and love to be felt and seen.........GOD is agape love............the IDvine parent of us all... not just a select few........I AM TRAUMATIZED beyond the post trauma I had.....I just want to live in a happy space .... Ill be in a group home with seniors.......cause Im too afraid to be alone.. and why look around you....
I havent been right since I moved here..... I havent had much of a life here........I took care of my mom for 17 years and she passed.. she was my best friend.... we lived in California where i grew up....... in a little suburb of Los Angeles..... IM grateful I got a roof over my head but nothing makes sense to me since she passed .... Im not right........I miss my mama.....do you blame me she was a very strong woman in my life....... now Ive got no one.........but I have Jesus..... hes my strength...... I feel my writings are sporadic...... I cant help it... Right now IM crying for my old neighborhoods.......Im crying for what my brother calls an armpit hole of a city...... no! Dont you dare...... I grew up in L.A. subburban L.A.
My heart is broken.....