iT IS ABOUT ME. GOD KNOWS MY HEART. ITS NOT A MEMEMEMEMEME THING... ITS ABOUT SOME PEOPLE THAT DEARLY MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY STUNTED ME.SO SAD TOO BAD... WHATEVER Iim NOT A CHILD.... i AM A CHILD OF GOD YOULL HAVE TO TAKE IT UP WITH HIM..
I pray they go to Jesus and the HOly SPirit shows them what they do when they act as they do..verbally......their facial gestures tell me Im not wanted Im not loved... Im a burden because Im different.......they dont accept that I am different they just put their stamp on what normal is.........I dont know about them but IM A CHILD OF GOD WORTHY OF LOVE AND CARE AND NURTURE... their tough love approach is bs..........you dont do that shit with a gentle human being..........sensitive .......
Havent felt much like singing.... I keep expressing I keep reaching out to someone who will hear my heart story......no one should be ignored and avoided as if they were a freak show..... and treated like .....talked down to.... never exalted pretty much faulted...........forever I will go and leave them be so......IM JUST TOO NICE ... and the doormat rolls out......well Jesus turned tables and got pissed... .this is my way of defeating the darkness thrust upon me......they allways seem to be the wrong messengers........I wont listen to them anymore hows that.........all I can say is things are wrong wrong wrong......not that they were suppose to be perfect...