Il ive with athiests who are not celebrating CHristmas but Im going away far away to my cousins for a portion of CHristtmas I cant stand people Krampusing and cramping my Christmas style.....
Im getting myself ready for Christmas holidays despite the circumstances... Mom was Christmas and so was Dad and they arent liking that their not celebrating Christmas besides it s not about them its about the CHRISTMAS SPIRIT SHINING IN ALL HEARTS.....they dont get it..... their flat....to quote Edna St VIncent Millay....poet......IM trying to make the best of what little time i have left till they brainstorm and put me in a home...... and why because Im afraid to be alone.... in this world........iHave a huge phobia.......but they see it as baaaaad.......their just not privy to having selfless patience with me.... thats alright.....GOD knows me and my heart..... how I got ripped off of a brother sister relationship and now my life is about to take a turn.......anything will be better than being ignored ......and left alone anyway.........this is one of my favorite songs I hope I did it justice.......