I turned 64... and Ive been thinking huge... I havent dated since 2004..I seriously havent dated...Ive kept pretty closed off....cause when I did meet someone I GOT SO HURT...but it was beautiful......and it still hurt... continued
rock
the one
faunaserene
im only human
Story behind the song
All I keep thinking Im at that age where I have no one.....it wasnt suppose to be this way... BUt I dont want to marry ... I simply cant.. I can do a handfasting... I just want my companion in life..with all the crazyness in life..... so Im 64 and I HAVE NO LOVE.....its me IM so closed off....in the past I was engaged and he left to marry another woman after being engaged to me.. we had plans to marry...and then in 2004 I ALMOST MARRIED A MAN till I found out he was a bigot a mysoginist and a control freak.... I havent trusted since to date...........so its been since 2004 for everything...havent been kissed since 2004..havent well you iknow the rest... I havent trusted.so now Ive written this tune......to put it out there in the universe the enrgy the incentive for me to embark. I will not go on dating sites.......or internet people.... its gotta come from my life... I hurt so bad because when I move I have to move into a group home because ptsd is so bad in this world... I cant fathom having my own place....but then when I do I have to stop singing probably the way I sing walls rattle... and as far my instruments go I have to downsize..My heart is so broken...... I hate myself for having my fear so prevalent and I can do nothing to persuade me to move into my own apartment..... Im shattered........so all my music im wailing now....getting out of my system my pain.. its gonna probably be my last years of my life there where I go... a day dont go by that I dont cry hard in front of GOD. ...
Lyrics
THE ONE
LYRICS BY KATHERINE SCORZO AKA FAUNASERENE
i GOT A MEADOW FOR YA ITS PINK
ITS HOW I THINK OF MY BELOVED NATURE AND
THERES NO ONE NO RING ON MY FINGER THAT SAYS AND NO BABIES BUT MY MUSIC TO CAPTURE
WHAT YOU SEE IS DEEPER THAN WHAT YOU THINK YOU GONNA GET JUST BE FILLED WITH LIGHT SUNLIGHT AND BRING ME ROSES LIKE I SAID
THERES A PILLOW IM LAYIN ON ON MY BED THINKING AH YEAH THINKING WHATS GOING ON INSIDE THIS HEAD
IVE GOT A HEART OF FIRE IM CREATIVE
WANNA LIVE A LIFE OF ART COME TO ME IF YOU GOT THAT VIBE INSIDE
IM JUST THINKING OUT LOUD JUST DREAMING AWAKE
AND LOOK AT THE SUNLIGHT COURSING THROUGH MY VEINS ARE YOU BY THE LAKE I CANT IMAGINE
WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT THROUGH A RAINBOW HEARTS WINDOW
JUST AFTER THE RAINSWHERE IVE BEEN THERE DONE THAT AH COME HITHER THEN TO ME EVERYBODY KNOWS THERES BEEN NO ONE CAUSE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THE ONE
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Katherine Scorzo aka Faunaserene