I found old lyrics this was back in 2010 so I quickly fired up my microphone and keyboards adding my instrumental song ENERGY CHECK. and decided for WHERESONG CONTEMPLATING.....cont.
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continued..... so I sang the lyrics and added two key parts a new intro and outro to ENERGY CHECK.... I wrote this in 2010 but the premise is still the same.....clarion call from my soul I guess....the title is called WHERESONG CONTEMPLATING.... after 10 years of caregiving partly my Dad and then full time my mom... it was a joy to experience their lives even in their decline there are priceless moments like a moment priceless when Dad had dimentia he was putting dimes in the toilet and I asked him what he was doing and he said make a wish Kath.....and then last moments with mama we played a heart game where you get very deep very transforming she and I agreed she would contact me from heaven light at hearts length through signs and wonders.. huge number 4s , butterflies and kitty kats seem to be a comforting presence though I cant where i reside have an animal companion in their household my bro and his wife dont want it... I respect them but it would help me a great deal ...they dont know how much it would be so helpful to my recovery .....see Im coming out of something huge its kinda hard to explain espressly here......but anyone whos ever had fear all their life from trauma know where of I speak....IM COMING INTO MY OWN.... great idiom to express how I feel.....
Lyrics
WHERESONG CONTEMPLATING
LYRICS BY KATHERINE SCORZO AKA FAUNASERENE
I THOUGHT I D LOST MY FAITH A LONG TIME AGO
WHEN I LET GO OF MY SONG OF HOPE
BUT I HAVE GROWN AND IM STILL NOT KNOWN WHO WHO
WHERE ARE YOU THOUGH I DO KNOW WHO I AM
AND IT FEELS WAITING WILL BE SLOWER LATER THAN I HAD HOPED
BUT I CANT WAIT FOR A DOOR TO OPEN
AND THEN YOULL APPEAR ON THE LAND AND SAY
HERE I AM.... LATE
I THOUGHT I D LOST MY FAITH A LONG TIME AGO
WHEN I LET GO OF MY SONG OF HOPE
I CANT SAY TAKE MY HAND CAUSE THERES NO HAND LEADING
IM A GENTLE SOUL NEED A HAND HOLD
NEED A GENTLE MAN
WHOSE COMFORTING? WHOSE GUIDING?
SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST OR JUST SOMEONE I CAN CONFIDE IN
AND I LL SAY ..... IM HERE
TTHOUGHT ID LOST MY FAITH A LONG TIME AGO
WHEN I LET GO OF MY SONG OF HOPE
I CANT SAY TAKE MY HAND CAUSE THERES NO HAND LEADING
IM A GENTLE SOUL WHO NEEDS A HAND TO HOLD
NEED A GENTLE MAN
WHOSE COMFORTING ?
WHOSE GUIDING?
SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST OR JUST SOMEONE I CAN CONFIDE IN
WHEN I GET HIM IM GONNA SAY
IM HERE.....
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Katherine Scorzo aka Faunaserene