Hollywood whined in the background of my recording because he wanted momma’s attention. I petted him and cooked an egg to add to his food that he let sit and hadn’t eaten yet. And yay he ate his food all gone! That’s my baby boy.
Please Don’t Go
When I hate you the most
Is when I’m missing you
Wondering if you ever miss me too
Because you should still be here
I’m tired of leaving
And being left
I don’t want to do it all alone
Even though I’m prepared to do so if I have to
I don’t expect a man to stay
Or that he wants me too
Although I’m worth so much more
Dreaming a pretty dream
Sex should be magical
Connected
Or else I don’t want it
Terrified that abandonment is always going to be my fate
When I’m asked out on a date
Or a man tells me that I’m beautiful
While he touches my heart
Just to tear it apart
I don’t expect you to stay
Please don’t go
There has to be more to life than leaving and being left
This is why I try so hard
To be good enough
Fawning over you like do
Hoping you get the message
Treating me like I treat you
Please love me too
You say I’m good to you
The angel you can’t deny
So why do you get mad and push me away?
If you weren’t just using me
Why aren’t you still here?
Tying me down
Making me yours
I want to be yours
Don’t leave me behind like a dog surrendered by it’s caretaker to the pound
Please keep me around
Take me to a safe place where we can be ourselves
In the world
Not of the world
Please love me
Don’t go
If it’s a pretty face that you want
What about my heart?
Because I don’t believe you want me too
I dare you to haunt me
And not just in my dreams
Show me what you are made of
As I surrender to you
If we are really meant to be lovers as you say that we are
Don’t just say it
Show it
Pull me into you
Hold me close
Sing our lullaby
Please don’t go
Make me yours
I belong to you
I know I’m a lot to take in
Love me down over and over again
I’m on my knees
Begging you please
Don’t go
I’ll be your greatest admirer
Your sexiest desire
Make me believe in you
Please don’t go
If you aren’t just speaking words
Love my walls down
Making my beating broken heart glow
Please don’t go.