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Devil Talk 

Are we just going to keep punishing each other like we shouldn’t feel what we feel or do what we do? Are we wrong? Are we right? Or are we just grey? Not wrong nor right, we just are. Should we surrender should we fight it? When the sufferring keeps us coming back for more. Why don’t just give it all like our lives depend on it? Or should we keep listening to the therapist? You’re no good for me. I’m no good for you. So I’m just going to suppress what I feel. As the anger grows. The darkness suppressing what I feel what I need. Is that why you’re angry too? Is it the fear that keeps us at each other’s throats while also wanting more? Terrified to get too close when it’s what we need the most? Continuing the dance that royally fucks us both, no matter how hard I try to change the outcome. Which means I’m crazy right? Like you? We both have our reasons to feel scared. Is this why it’s always do or dare? I feel the sickness too. Remind me I’m wrong when I already know. And so are you. Take me to a place where two wrongs make a right? And everything is okay again. As we both fuck up out of fear. Afraid to get too close when it’s what we need the most. Feeling you feeling me. Yet this need to feed means we’re monsters right? I’m wrong to need you on top me, me on top of you. Right? We should go to therapy instead. Take pills for our head. Self medicate until we are dreaming instead. And the ones claiming to help us keep making their money off of us. Because we are too blind and scared to help each other. As much as I feel I need a man I run. I run from myself. I run from the ones I feel close to. Who I need the most. Scared of myself. Scared of you. I was taught I should be so I go to therapy.
We need each other so why don’t we just stay. I’ve been known to sacrifice myself for love for what I need. Do you need me too? Or should I just surpress who I am? Out of fear of me, of you? I love you. Does that mean I’m a monster too? Truce? Right. No way in hell right? Nope. Never gonna happen. Welcome to hell. Fighting as I fell. I hear you laughing. Or is it just me? With you there is no reward. Just punishment. Is it all in my head? Am I heart and cock blocking myself? Am I also doing this to you? Am I crazy? Are you? No matter what I do what I say as you throw crumbs. Because that’s the real world right? Where you give your all and get little back? Because that’s life right? Bewitched by this theory just to stay alive. As anxiety becomes my drive. As you whisper, “It’s all in my head.” So I just suffer instead. As I crave you as much as I hate you. And dare I say you hate me as much as you crave me too? I lay in my tomb. Like Snow White waiting for love from a man to bring me back to life. While some people tell me to follow my heart and others tell me don’t. Because that’s what they also tell themselves. So who do I listen to as I try to find myself in the noise? Who am I? Who are you? What is real? What is not? Tell me what to feel, because I don’t know anymore. Do you? Right I’m just crazy, plain psycho. I get no rights. I just do what I’m told. Because that’s the truth. Right? And the truth shall set me free. Am I just speaking in tongues? Stranded in Babylon.  As I tell myself to be brave. Don’t be afraid. As people are crucified for just being themselves in a society that lost it’s heart before it could ever evolve. It’s all in my head they said. Who are they? The voices in my head. All that I’ve been fed. What do you hear in yours? The demons? The angels? The grey? What is real? Am I scaring you? Or do you feel it too? As I silence my fears just so I can spill my heart  and pull myself apart? Am I just feeding the sickness? The hole in my heart that I still feel while I also tell it to shut up. Or should I just join the other sheep on the way to the slaughter as we are lied to? Don’t feel what you feel. Just numb it all away and join in the line. We go weeeeeee yyyyaaaaayyyy! Woot! Woot!

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Manifesting the Bible into fruition because it’s the truth and God can do anything right? Except lie or write his own Bible. He doesn’t need us. Listen and obey and god will save you. As you can do nothing to change the outcome but pray. Oh, but God can do anything right? Just like God wrote the Bible instead of man? Right? Punishing each other like we do instead of... Actually connecting? Because we can do this all alone. We don't need anyone. Nope...While God and Satan need minions to manifest their wishes. Yep Yep... Right...I call bullshit on these lies.