My struggles with addiction

I can see I can see Day after day I started change Every day was never the same And every night I put up a fight Though I might do it again tonight When I was young I had some dreams Of that person I want to be When did I start to be like this? Money in life began to piss Day after day I felt this shame Every day was never the same Every night wasn't so bright Though I might do it again tonight When I was young I had some dreams Of that person I want to be When did I start to be like this? Money in life began to piss When I tried to look through the trees Sometimes my demons get the best of me Ohhh Ohhh I can see the changes in me I can see the changes in me I can see the changes in me I can see the changes in me