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They say Im manic and I just cant stand it
inside my brain there are some things I cannot manage
Am I damaged?
At a disadvantage?
Negative thoughts I just cant can it
Its planted, roots growing slanted
So many wounds bleeding right through this bandage
Im crowded but feeling stranded
How can you understand it?
Peace I demand it!...
Please silence this violence God Damnit!
Close to empty Ive crash landed
My eyes are closed and I panic
This stress is so much larger than mammoth
Its bigger, gigantic, panoramic nothing close to romantic
my heart bleeds no longer organic
thoughts are racing, frantic
this rage slowly grows volcanic
Did someone plan this?
Please take me away from this planet
Ive been transplanted
And taken for granted
Self-destructed, single handed
HopelessI guess is how Im branded
this feeling of guilt expanding
Hungry for smiles but it must be famine
My mental health being attacked by bandits
They say Im manic
That all I do is panic
Take these pills cause Im damaged
Take me from this planet
They wont understand it
Living disadvantage
Im feeling distant
But Im already stranded
They say its fine
But I know its lies
They say just try
Maybe look up to the skies
As if I havent you cant imagine how distracted
Every interaction has me overreacting!
Im exhausted!
Lifes a game but I cant pause it
So, I escape Im afraid Ive lost it
Supported but quickly salted
My progress has halted
This is what resulted
I dont fit in is how I thought it
Was meant to be and inside of me is frosted
All this pain you say I sought it
Dependent on sadness is what you call it
But take everything I have heres my wallet
Its just as empty as me
Look in my eyes if you dont believe
Then you can tell me what you see
Its Hard to find relief
Im sinking deep so I can make these reefs
I glance around before I begin to drown into this sea
Putting out my hands hoping that someone will reach
burning my bridges, I threw away my riches and now
All I have is me
They say Im manic
That all I do is panic
Take these pills cause Im damaged
Take me from this planet
They wont understand it
Living disadvantage
Im feeling distant
But Im already stranded
I pray all the time.
Theres days I wish I could rewind
Days where Im not defined
Mistakes Ive made that shine
And they look pass my success and all the mountains Ive climbed
As I reach this state of mind
Where everything gunna be fine
Soon Ill find this relief and recline
then ignore this darkness and grime
This must be a crime
Suffering Im assigned
So where did I go wrong?
I think about it all night long
Reliving these events, I thought that I was almost gone
These bullets and bombs
The sweat in my palms
Kicking down doors... being so far from calm
Hell raining down on my squad
We kept moving on
Because tog ether were strong
And now Im home alone but I might as well be on mars
Looking into nothing besides all these falling stars
I lose myself Through all this music and bars
releasing these demons or whatever they are
and im never giving up because I have these Angels as guards