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Story behind the song
Wretched Swine.
Lyrics
[Chorus]
I'm coming up only, to pull, you under,
I'm coming up only, to show, you wrong,
To know you, is hard, we wonder,
To know you, all wrong, we warn.
i thought i read you right, i see that i was wrong,
and that thread of fate, now a days, don't seem as strong,
after tears have flown, i've saw it seperating, separated -
now it's only severed laces leaving us in separate places
[Verse 1]
the phone vibrating.. incoming texting,
but the name on the display don't link your name to the message,
i'm sad as f*** , hoping that i'm man enough -
to say that i have had enough and overcome the damage done -
i'm passing time sipping on a glass of wine,
asking why, when and how it had to die
overanalyzed, things aren't adding up,
and if you change ya mind would it overcome my fading trust,
in us, i watched it fade away,
i watched your bright blue eyes fade into a shade of gray,
i'm not afraid to say exactly how i'm feeling now,
but i hate to say i hate the fact i'm still around,
still around… i should take my leave,
then get on my knees and pray to god and make my plea,
that he take this love, all that i feel,
and by his awful grace, give me Hate, so I can heal
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
our kiss was so deep, and you knew i meant it,
and i knew you meant it, who knew you'd end it?
does the pain cut that deep? that you needed shelter,
when you stand there knee deep, you need a hand to help ya,
to overcome but i back away it's over. done,
got a lot to say but not today you hold-your-tongue…
that communication breaking down,
the mood is changing illuminating the fakest smile,
when you told me not to worry,
i told you there's no hurry i would wait because it's worthy
i was patient till you hurt me, and whether you did it purposely,
i may never know… i guess it's better though,
another lesson learned, i treasure those,
and when it come to those i'm stocking up on this treasure trove,
you drove away, no goodbye, let it go,
soulless eyes ain't peering back, you're fine'ly free at last,
free at last, though your heart is broken,
though you drowned my hope out, just as i started hoping,
but what hurts the most is, words i never heard,
cause what hurts the most is ev'ry word you left unspoken
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
so why do we act like, we never existed
i ain't doing this math right, or, i need assistance,
to find the silver lining in the blackest cloud,
while everything reminds me, of you backing down,
you ran away, when the darkness came,
but i guess some girls love dancing, in the hardest rain
i understand that, and it numbs the pain,
of not knowing what had caused in you this sudden change,
[Chorus]