Ever been at the end of your rope? Ready to give up or give in? Keep on pushing :)
Went through a rough time where I struggled with depression, anxiety, isolation, and I fell far away from where I needed to be. Once I received and understood my part of surrendering, restoring, and relishing in the absolute grace of God.
Oh I get so close but I feel so far,
Striving harder it seems plunge farther from where you are
I fail too much from, where i want to be
living, learning, crying I wind up on my knees
Here I stand guilty in your face
Asking for forgiveness
Seeking redemption for my own ways.
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Folly, Folly why can't I believe
Your calling, calling out to me
Holy, Holy separate me please
Solely, Solely yours I cry
Looking for perfection, I fall down this great expanse
Drawn to your arms, you break my crushing advance
Distraught by temptation, there I seek my satisfaction
So why do I harm, my own reputation
Destroying character outright sanctity,
I cry out even harder
Escaping this disease.
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