I wrote this song with something particular in mind but I want the listener to relate to it in their own way. If it reminds them of their ex, drug addiction, father, etc, then that is what it's about to them. I was just a little pissed, can you tell?
1st Verse:
Most of this garbage that I write
That these people seem to like
Is about you, but that should
Be easy to realize
What exactly gave you the right
To stray into my life and
Change it overnight?
You soured my appetite
Now everyday is
A constant fight cuz you
Took away my very will to
Remain alive
You f*** ed up my life and
Took away every little thing
That was nice
I want happines, but what will
Be the prize? What else can
I sacrifice?!
You took away my smiles and
Replaced them with tears
Streaming down my eyes
You took away happiness
And replaced it with drama and strife
Thanks to YOU, I'm now
Cold as ice
You kicked me from the heights
Into tunnel with no light
And no end in sight
Took away my happy days and
Replaced them with
Sleepless nights
So...hell no I'm not alright.
Chorus:
(FUCK OFF)
I don't need you in my life
You caught me in a vice
But I'm not giving up without a fight
(FUCK OFF)
I wish that you
Would just go away
Cuz you got me wondering why I even
Wake up like
Every single day
(FUCK OFF)
Yeah, f*** you very much
You left me crushed
With your very touch
(FUCK OFF)
I don't need you in my life
You caught me in a vice
But I'm not
Giving up without a fight
2nd Verse:
You took away my sunshine
And replaced it with rain
Thanks to you, all I know is pain
And I will never again be the same
Now I won't say any names
But YOU are the one to blame I feel so strange
Damn near insane
Why won't you just leave me alone?
Why won't you just let me be?
Thanks to you I no longer feel free
And darkness is all I see
An outcast of this society
I used to be such a nice man
But now I'm just a huge prick
You make me feel
Like a worthless piece of sh**
And I'm sick of it
You crushed my dream
Lowered my self esteem
I try to find happiness but you
Always intervene
Why won't you go away from my mind and f*** off?
I try my best to keep on keeping on
But my best was never enough.
Chorus
3rd Verse:
I'm lost in dark thoughts
You poisoned my mind
I even think about suicide
Sometimes
You infected my rhymes
You got me writing all these sad songs
You left me confused, I don't know what's going on
Keep on testing me and I'm not all that strong
I'm tired of this Hell that
You put me through
Crept out of nowhere and made me feel blue
I don't know what to do
I wish to be left alone
You got me feeling unsafe
In my own home
I bet you like it when I get sad
And when I break down you get glad
You see me miserable and just laugh
I bet that you love to see me cry
I've watched the stars illuminate the sky
And for every dot of light
That was a tear streaming down my eye
Chorus.