This is a song about suicide. I had written this for this group that wanted to help troubled people, and help them get through suicides and tough situations. I hope you all like it. Remember, you are not alone.
hiphop
rap
unique
underground
positive
latin
spanish
intelligent
good
midwest
mc
mexican
daft punk
revolutionary
elmo
aretha franklin
capo
celia cruz
Lyrics
1st story:
Once upon a time there was a girl named Mary,
and all her life has been scary
So she was looking
for a sanctuary
But she used to think: "Who would want me?
Who the hell would take me?
I was only 5 years old when my step dad
First raped me, and ever since then
I feel like the whole world hates me
Every person I met has just been trying to play me
I was only 14 years old when I had to abort
My first baby, I don't think even God can save me
They tell me that I can make it through
My stormy life, but they can't
See thing through my eyes
They say everything will be alright,
If only I trust in God, but how can I?
When life is so f*** ing hard?!
I can't even find a job, I just can't cope.
And that's why I do dope
Everything is gone homie, even
My last shred of hope
My life is such a mess,
I hate this life I'm living,
I'm wishing for death.
I can't remember a day when I wasn't depressed
My heart has been broken into a
Million pieces inside of my chest
Now that's a million shards of pain
The image of my step dad molesting me
Keeps running through my brain, which is why I slashed my veins
To think that with only a little help
This could have been prevented.
Too late now, she's bled to death
And finally her misery has ended
2nd Story:
In a time not that long ago, in a town just like yours
There was once a teen
Who struggled with inner wars
His name was John, and he just
Wanted to have fun, but everywhere
He went to he always got shunned
Was told by his own dad that
He was an unwanted son
He got no LOVE, not even from him family
And it was all beCAUSE of his homosexuality
Of ignorance he was a casualty
How can it be, possible
For people to be so cruel, He was
Bullied every single day
When he went to school.
Cuz you see, to the bullies, it was no big thang
To push him around and call him mean names
They didn't think that it would cause him pain
So much that it nearly drove John insane
He tried smoking Mary Jane
To help relieve the stress
But he still felt unhappy,
He still felt depressed
He tried to make friends but he constantly
Face rejection, it's a messed up
Situation when you hate your own reflection
To find true love, that was his project
But the few lovers he had treated him just
Like an object
Eternally misunderstood, and forever alone
To him Hell was a place that he called home
His dad was an alcoholic, his mom was abused
He used to cheat on her, and
Came home just to beat on her
John was forever affected by
All of life's ills, and nobody cared
So he started popping some pills
STILL
He gave his heart to people,
Only for them to break it
Until he just couldn't take it
He didn't wanna see tomorrow
So he popped pills till he took the whole f*** ing bottle
If only someone had cared, this could have been prevented
Too late now, he overdosed and finally his misery has ended.
Outro:
I know how it feels
To wanna pop pills
Pop one, pop two
Pop three, pop four
Pop the whole damn bottle that way
You won't have to deal with all the stress anymore
But that's not the way to go
Even though it won't stop raining now,
I know the sun won't wash away
And after the stormy night
Comes the sunny day!!