Its been 10 years since i was in my "bad place", kinda reminded me of it . This song is WITHOUT DOUBT the most disturbing thing i've ever wrote. Do not listen to it if your easily scared
hiphop
metal
eminem
gothic
dark
satanic
devil
uk
death
sadness
insane
real music
meaningful lyrics
horrorcore
disses
necro
tech n9ne
murder
violence
killing
king gordy
psychotic
abuse
depressive
Story behind the song
I was in a real bad place mentally 10 years ago. Did some insane sh** .... this songs about the kinda things i thought about
Lyrics
When im alone i hear voices saying , enjoy this...
YOU MUST DESTROY THIS
Remorseless, The Devils rejoicing...
Repeating in my ear " this lifes so pointless"
I cant avoid it, venom stabs in my neck
Its crazy the only thing makes me happy is death
catching my breathe, i start panicking less
there's a slash in ur dress, ur stabbed in the chest
I say goodbye, not feeling bad inside...
F*** it, i wish my own dad would die...
and laura...dont think i'd forget you...
I'll use a f*** ing hacksaw to disect u....
Little c*** , I'll cut you up..
Hang every single one of your children up
On the wall, make you kiss them all..
You can watch my chainsaw rip them all..
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME NOW . DO YOU LIKE IT?
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME NOW. GET EXCITED...
THIS IS A GAME I CALL DYING... YOU'LL TRY IT..
THIS IS A GAME I CALL DYING..... YOUR INVITED....
Ive beat myself up so many times
I think my own mind has forgot how to cry
I could hold your throat and look in ur eyes
Laugh in ur f*** ing face til you die
A day would pass, i wouldnt remember you
I'd dump u in a field, wouldnt even bury you
Death is due to you and your family
Burnt to death, oh what a tragedy...
You'll scream that your kids get spared
My response will be " i dont f*** ing care"
I'll kill all of you and anyone whos there
Please no... b*** this life aint fair
That caring person in me died 10 years ago
I hate you, and its clearly shown
Keep acting brave like u dont really know
That your gonna die, frightened here alone....
Ive bided my time, writing these lines
Wishing inside i could be slicing your spine...
Start trying to hide, ur easy to find...
Your worst f*** ing fears are what you'll find in my mind
Doctors tell me these pills should help me...
I take the whole packet yet i feel so empty
hate and envy, You still resent me...
I'll cut off your limbs and throw them ten feet!!
I aint f*** ing letting up for a minute...
I swear to god b*** , you'll f*** ing get it...
neck split, legs ripped, you'll get beheaded...
When the cops turn up i'll be like yea i f*** ing did it
I dont give a f*** , your such a little whore
Murdering you will be worth going prison for
And when they look at me to try and give some remorse
I'll spit in their face and tell em i wish i had did it more