Lyrics
Stepped in the restroom, pissed at my reflection//
Pissed im getting big, now im bigger then a Texan//
N I aint talkin mass, nah im talkin multiplatinum//
don019t believe me, ask my fans, man, ask em//
Anyways, there I am, lookin back at myself//
Mixed up in a shytty situation so im mad at myself//
Tried ta be a man but I cant take it no more//
My tears drip as a kitchen chair braces the door//
Face to the floor, I look up, scream at the beast in the mirror//
The answer slapped me in the face, now im seein it clearer//
Im lost gaukin, as the tub over flows//
Jumped in, slipped, did a back flip, n got a broken nose//
I overdose n watch the water fall from the faucet//
N diagnose my self, doc, jokerjoe done lost it//
Noone knows it though, but Joker Joe019s done wit the shyt//
I cant handle it, its over, so im cutting my wrists//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
Im thinking bout killin myself, its gon be hard to stop me//
Contract wit the devil, yo scrap the carbon copy//
I don019t need it, im done, im givin in//
waving the flag, fill the needle up, n stick it in//
What ever heath ledger was on, gimme some of that//
I want this shyt to happen fast, n make sure I aint comin back//
F*** rap, f*** b*** es, f*** the population//
F*** the economy, f*** me, n f*** the congregation//
I gotta face the fact it that I aint dodgin death//
N I think its ob-vi-ous that I aint got no other options left//
while I contemplate the mistakes I made, im hopin//
Saint Peter fell asleep at the gate, & leaves the gates open//
Jesus Christ, Im sicka the life that you019ve given me//
Now my life is misery & literally make me sick to breathe//
Itl take a gang of angels n demons to get rid of me//
So ill piss n shyt truth through music till ya sick of me//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
Even though im hot as satan, im contemplatin suicide//
Who am I? im high, my minds cryin 01Cyou can die01D//
So while I contemplate this decision im makin//
I realize im naked n cant count how many pills that ive taken//
Im hopin God has pity on my sad soul//
Cuz if I don019t die tonight, ill be back as a bigger asshole//
To those I loved n who never loved back//
F*** that, yall can suck my dick n lick shyt from my ass crack//
Cuz this019s the story of a suicidal maniac//
A homicidal, violent, irrational bastard, brainiac//
Im suicidal so I wrote a suicide note//
might die tryin but Ill shine with every line that I wrote//
My lifes a tragic tragedy gone cataclysmically bad//
About a cat who had the chance to grab the life that he wished that he had//
Slipped on his ass, missed his chance, it rode past//
So he retaliated in time wit sick rhymes from his note pad//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
I scream n bleed through the pen, when I write//
It never ends, so im endin my life//
Most know that ima problem, yes//
Im contemplatin death, like I aint got no options left//
Joe aint never known to quit, but f*** it im over it//
The bulshyt, denyin the lies, cheatin, hoe019n tricks//
Truth be told, ill confess, yes I been unfaithful//
Why? Ima tell you, cuz im selfish, plus I been ungrateful//
Course I felt like I was forced to fornicate, cuz that019s the choice I made //
once I noticed I resul