Matt was really joking, but sometimes we take him too seriously . . .
Any time I consider asking for your forgiveness
I change my mind
I hate admitting that I believe
I was wrong, should never have done that to a friend like you were
These are times I wonder what the hell you are doing, right now.
I let it get the best of me
Never thinking about how you might react
Feelings of remorse terrorize me
Wish I had a little more tact
Had I never told you
I'd suffer way too much
Didn't think you'd believe him
You needed to know how much he sucks
Thought you knew me better
He lied to you to make me look bad
So it's at your decision
I'll stay the hell away
I hope he becomes
what you already think he is
Superficial shit you eat right out of his hands
Won't imagine youself alone you're scared of what you might miss
That's the last I'll say
As I bleed right out of your life
Goodbye, my friend so long for now