Being bombarded with feelings I can't even begin to explain
Seems like I'm crashing into the earth at a remarkable speed
As if there's nothing, to break my fall but some broken glass
No resolution, I continue to feel the pain.
Stuck to the floor, award of the blood pumping through my veins
Down for no reason, I know I brought this upon myself
Stare at the ceiling, dull white landscape that numbs my brain
Have nots and should nots, torture me endlessly
Everything positive has been drained from me
I'll live like this as long as I want to
Give me some credit, I can dig myself a hole and lie in it without complaint
No explanation, it's just personal, I'd appreciate it if you left me the fuck alone
I'll leave the door shut you won't have to see it at all, it's not as if I'd want you to
I've located the pleasure in my sadness and choose to isolate myself from all life outside
Don't want to hear about concern from anybody, or be forced to confront any of my flaws