emotional sh***... bump it..
hiphop
female
femcee
Lyrics
I been searchin for the words, but I’m finding they absent
Pried the fibers of my mind and now my mind is collapsing
Askin why, but I don’t know the why that im askin
Try to rap but I think that God rewinded my passion
Backwards
And now im suffocated – I’m done with patience
Sick of fuckin waitin for someone to come and save me
Maybe I should just quit…ive had enough shit
Im done wishin, its clear that nuthins fuckin changing
Its ridiculous, im livin wit this shit on my chest
And ive been sittin in this prison wit no visitors yet
No one to give me a second to get a word
How the fuck can they disagree when its something they never heard?
A heavy burden on my back, but I don’t care anymore
Im on the ledge, but what the fuck these people darin me for?
They tryin to make me do it? Well they’ll feel stupid when I do
They said im useless…like I aint never hear it before…sure
At night alone wit my thoughts, its like theyre thinking me
Cuz I aint got control… layin prayin for a wink of sleep
Im sinkin deeper and deeper into this bottomless pit
Of quick sand, sit here like “im not gonna quit”
Im sick of lookin back on all the shit I could’ve done
Or done better.. all the times I never would’ve run
But nuthins ever good enough..i need a plan
I try to run before I walk and take a step when I cant even stand
They say that life is too short, but I don’t agree
I feel the air on my lips, but im too tired to breathe
Im sick of tryna believe my conscience lie and deceive
At rock bottom, every dream is too high to achieve
I keep on tryin, but im stuck in my insanity (why?)
Cuz nuthins here, and im the only one that’s hearin me cry
N when I stare at the sky, I feel so fuckin small
When I fall I wonder why im getting up at all..