This song really has a deep message!! It is written in the prophetic realm. Quiet your mind, Close your eyes, and listen to this!!
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Story behind the song
God was leading us to write from a different perspective. The song starts out as me looking back and writing to myself three years ago. Then the power of God really took over the song about half way through and it was written from his perspective. God has show me that he wants to reach out to so many people through this song. He knows all of our pain, he can see us no matter where we are or where we try and hide.
Lyrics
Verse 1
Listen to me, I'm writing this to you, I had a vision of ya, In the darkness feeling blue. I saw you in the corner, trying ta cry it all away, demons all around you trying ta take your soul away, but you wouldn't let em,, you survive another day, there's a voice that’s telling you all the reasons you should stay. But you don’t want to hear it, this pain is all you got, its like your only trophy, It’s like a drug that hits the spot. A serious addiction, growin' deeper by the minute, self inflicted pain, with a razor blade, you want the blood now you get it, your feelin' the rush when doing a drug, acting hard like you a thug, trying ta show the world your broken, all this hurt you ain't got no love. Your fallin' apart, your life is not what you want it to be. You looked to the future, but this is not what you wanted to see. Trust me, im feelin' your pain and all your stress, you been in the darkness feelin' like there's nothing left.
Chorus 1
I see you, sittin' alone in the dark, depression, rejection, anger, and pain is in your heart,
I can see you, as you try and run away, I Used to be you, Now I'm beggin' you to stay.
I can see you, The pain runs deep. When the night time comes you don’t even want to sleep,
I can see you, trying to chase God away, I used to be you, but now He’s got something to say!
Verse 2
You been runnin' away, for so many years. Alone in the darkness, crying so many tears.
You’ve been left rejected, now you chase the love away. You tryin' to find a reason, so you can make it go away. The truth will really hurt you, so deception is your only choice. Open up your heart and mind this day so you can hear this voice, The voice would tell you,
( I can see your pain and all your tears, all your hate, and all your fears, let them go, cause I am near )
Remember the nights alone? Remember the tears you cried? Remember you prayed to me and that feeling you got I did not hide. Remember the words you said? You wanted to follow me. But you continued in your evil ways like I could not see. I think you know, you heard the voice, I have spoken. Im watchin' you live a lifestyle that leaves you choking. I hope your ready, to turn from your ways, Ill be watchin' you, until the end of your days.
Chorus 2
I can see you, sittin' alone in the dark, depression, rejection, anger, and pain is in your heart,
I can see you, as you try and run away, I really love you, That’s why Im beggin' you to stay.
I can see you, The pain runs deep. When the night time comes you don’t even want to sleep,
I can see you, trying to chase my love away, listen to me, cause I got something to say.
Verse 3
this world cant love you like I do,
they cant except what I went through.
They will never know the pain that
Grows steadily deep inside you.
How else can I show my love for you
I only died for you, I only died for you
What else can can I do? I gave my Son for you!! Do you even understand all the pain that I went through?
You need me, put the pride away, take me off the shelf, It’s time to kneel down and pray.
Please listen to what I have to say!!! My love stays the same, you’re the ones that change.