Kinda mellow, meets trip hop, meets IDM
So I’m here sitting at the bar
Wondering how I ever made it this far
Through the pain and the opposition
Taking on everything at my own digression
It’s simple really, yet complicated
Like it’s already written before I even state it
Like something is guiding me on
Pointing in a direction, then I’m gone
I know they don't really understand me
what it is I'm doing musically
how it feels to be in this body
how it feels to be trapped but free
sonically, synthetically pleased
I feel my soul eased
my heart explodes colours deceived
feels good to be finally released
So I’m here sitting at the bar
10 drinks and not over by far
carving pictures into the wooden surface
Like I own this, I own this
talking to myself like I'm a different person
through all the garbled words and curcsing
I relise this ain't a bar at all
and I begin to fall
down down, away we go
round round like the merry go
half blinded, so the shots miss
heart stolen by a single kiss
you reap what you sow,
and i sow saddness
pull of a butterflys wings
and before it dies it sings