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Story behind the song
Loosedly inspired by real life events and the song "come home running" by Chris Tomlin.
Lyrics
i know it's been too long since i last seen ya face
but i wanna right these wrongs if its the last thing i say
i'm know its all my fault for why things happened this way
i need a reconciliation.
so here I am, already 21
they call me grown up, but i'm feelin plenty dumb
im still thinking like im young and im making ol mistakes
hate admitting what i've done, am i growing up too late?
yo ... this isn't right. you shouldn't be a stranger
yes its really sad our relationship is now estranged, but...
truthfully the only ones to blame are me, myself, and i
only seem to talk to you when i need your help at times
and worst of all, can't claim that i didnt have the chance
i saw you everyday, but didn't give you half a glance
and even as i write to you, i'm seekin for a scapegoat
some reason or excuse to relieve me of all the shameful...
feelings and emotions slowly growing deep within my soul
for going all this time like i was living in control
....i'm sorry. and now through it all i actually see
always thought i was passing time when its really passing me.
for once, i'm honestly acknowledging..
all of the possible reasons for apologies
cuz if honesty.. is really the best policy
then obviously, you should probably be calling me
a poster boy for the modeling of all hypocrisy
but i'm swallowing my pride to say that i'm really sorry, please...
... i just wanna hear your voice
i'm cleaning out my ears and mind to be able to clear the noise.
what i really want to do is be able to connect with you again
i thought that i'd be fine but i'm just desperate in the end
cuz really... if you wanna know the truth
at the end of every day, i really miss being close to you
at the end of the year, i watched NY drop the ball...
and then thought about my mistakes n y i dropped the ball.
anyways i really hope to hear from you, and talk to you again.
God, i miss you. in your name i pray... amen.