poetry/spoken word
spoken word
punany poets
felicious2u
msfelicious2u
Lyrics
Broken Silence…I Speak
For so long I been quiet
Accepting the pain of mental violence
Crying … Trying….
To find an answer to something that’s not even a valid question
Afraid of rejection…seepin deeper and deeper in depression…. from putting myself unda subjection … in the name of LOVE
Keeping thoughts and feelings to one’s self
Walking around smiling like all is well…when in actuality im livin in hell… with my Addiction
My addiction of needing to be wanted and wanting to be needed and losing sight of the path paved before me so many years ago before I started to overdose on fairytales… I was missing the important details…. but leaving tear filled trails…. for my daughter to follow….
I took the green pill even though it was hard to swallow
But now that it’s ingested and been digested I begin to SPEAK…
I spew outta my lips rebukes to flukes and take back what’s been took …I neva realized how easy it was to steal from a crook… they so focused on taking the next piece outta ya destiny they forgot to lock up what they already had took… and as im taking my sh** back
Im screaming freedom … freedom to be alone and not be afraid… freedom to rise above the false I love you’s…freedom to speak my mind and not be ashamed… freedom to be free from this addiction… this psychological dependency of a man… freedom to be me and realize that it was something about me that drew his sad ass to me… and if I change then im not me, but the replica of him in feminine form and…. all that he wants…. and in the midst of conforming… and contorting myself to fit his bastardized
Standard of love I lose myself … but I speak Now so ive found myself and given birth to live ive reclaimed the me inside and polish off the outside appearance … blinding myself no longer with ignorance of what Visions are Not. I speak freedom to let go and NOT look back… I speak freedom to you and say that this too can and will happen to you… but silence must be broken… for my silence is being broken freedom and peace are mine … my Silence became broken when I took the words off my mind and heart and Spoke them.
Felecia Harry aka Felicious2u Copyright © 2005