this song was written about the trials that face someone with a mental illness.
Alex Lorias heard my vocal tracks and decided he would do his own version, which is completely different to what I had done...that's all cool by me
The Road Disappears
Lyrics By Richard "Breakfree" Anderson & Leon Schouten
Music By Alex Lorias
© Skitzorockin' Music / Songs For The Mentally Abandoned / Alex Lorias Music / RAAA International Productions 2001-2002/ Alex Lorias Music 2002 - All Rights Reserved.
I am cruising
Through life
And on this occasion
I am empty
I am in need
But i cant get no release
I am broken down
An emotional wreck
Nothing seems to work
I dont mean no harm
I dont know where to look for help
Chorus:
The road disappears
And i dont know where i am
For im out of my head
Even i dont understand
I find myself 20 minutes from where i start
Stopping for a cigarette
I need time
Time to relax
No knowing where i am
Even i dont understand
My parents try
They try and they try
And i feel guilty for them
For i am not average
Even i dont understand
No even i dont understand
I go to places i have never been before
Only to find i have turned the wrong way
I am not accustomed to the things they do
I feel so out of place
Even though i am awake
Its all a journey not unlike a dream
(©© Skitzorockin' Music / Songs For The Mentally Abandoned)